no good no more.

up-date.

2010-06-09T23:14:00.003+08:00

hey.
just here to update after a long time.
7 and 8 June was the overnight softball camp.
It was a lot more fun than I expected it to be basically.
in between the camp, had to go for debate practice.
was actually very informative and I learnt a lot of stuff.
haiqal jeffrey intan athirah ayuni all pwned the workshop. aiyo.
met up w sharon and JH. talked a while and shared jelly beans, hee.
Then today, Student Council Farewell party.
I love the 9th exco very very much.
Esp my ex-partner and current boss, MA CHEA YEE :D hehe.
farewell party went well.
AND I AM VERY VERY PROUD OF MY SEC 3 COUNCILLORS!
they sang baby by JB as a performance.
i was damn worried they wouldnt have practiced, but guess what? They did (:
I was super relieved.
And i just wna thank everyone for the effort they put in.
Makes me very happy to be your level coord(:
im actually supposed to be packing now, departing for NZ tmr!
who cares that im th only sec 3 going, I'll make friends.
I just wna go back there again :D
when i went there in November 2009,
I felt that NZ was the best country to be in, ever.
Excellent weather, nice pace of life you know.
New Zealand, FTW (:

i cant do this alone.

2009-12-21T19:31:00.002+08:00

Im thinking of reviving my blog.
Personal stuff, I need somewhere where I can let it all out, you know?
Im such a !@#$%^&.
I just told Sharon that day that I was getting over IT, and I really was!
Its like the hole that had been there was starting to close.
Then something just HAD to heppen?
BOOM, it opened again, fresh as ever.
I have now officially given up trying to ever close it.
Because whenever I try, I fail miserably or too weak to go on and push myself.
I just cant do it now.
Now that this has happened, I keep wondering what I'll be like next year.

Next year, 2010, is not gonna be a nice year for me. Really.
Going to 3/9, thats not nice.
Dealing with THIS problem, thats not nice.
Taking physics, thats not nice.
A lot, of things are not nice.

I cant handle emotional stress as well as some people do.
When I feel like it, or am too hurt or angry, I end up crying.
When noone sees, so not many people know about it anyway.
Crying lets me relieve myself of everything, you know?

xoxoxo

;you know that I wont be that way.

heyyyy.

2009-12-04T18:45:00.003+08:00

hi people.
Im currently very distracted by something that doesn't wna go away from my mind.
Im very hung up on it, in a very baddd way.
Its like a stupid obsession.
So anyway, pics for my AWESOME CLASS BBQ is on fb.
New Zealand pics got like a lot.
So maybe next year? Hee.
PS. Im listening to Starstruckk by 30h!3 feat. katy perry over and over again.
I dont know why.
And Im very not looking forward to going to 3/9. Ugh.

xoxoxo

simple update.

2009-11-23T14:22:00.002+08:00

hey, people.
i wont be updating my blog much, i wna focus on my studies next year.
i'll upload last day of school vid and pictures on a later date, cos now im lazy :D
holidays in new zealand rock.
i just love new zealand and am looking forward to class bbq, but not at all looking forward to going to my next year class.

xoxoxo

i ♥ new zealand ((:

2009-10-22T17:41:00.009+08:00

omg.
I ♥ NZ .
A few of the other NE Champs and I hosted the NZers when they came.

they damn cool.

my buddy is super cute. muahaha.

then he kept saying that it was freaking hot.

told you they were cool (:

yes I know the picture is blur.

It was taken like that.

And everyone kept saying that Luke was gay. LOL.

He is freaking young.

I was so OMG when he told me his age.

see, thats me and my buddy.

and that is just my buddy.

Lol, evonne. She was freaking over him.

Dhania and a lot of other people were freaking over Matt.

and Nissa and a lot of other people were freaking over Luke.

Damn it, I didnt take picture of Matt )):

then this is me, CheaChee and her buddy, Hilary.

all of them were freaking nice people.

very friendly.

their principal was like, cool mans!

and another teacher was also cool.

But Im just happy I got to see them in my birthday (:

but then I was bloody sad when they didn't come on Thursday.

So I also thought that they weren't coming on today, but you know what?

THEY CAME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I started freaking.
not fair, we couldn't get to see them.

I wanted to cry. why can't we just say our last goodbye huh?

I mean, even CheaChee was sad when she saw them today.

This is just plain unfair. What shit crap is this ):

and Ms Hesley bought everyone McDonalds .

but that didn't cheer me up.

then went for the primary school thing.

Bharat was somehow made our leader =.="

me and CheaChee plan to override him or something. ha.

but Im still freaking sad that we didn't get to host th NZers today.

Im even willing to camp overnight if they do.

sadddd ):

xoxoxo

student leaders' retreat

2009-10-19T19:09:00.008+08:00

woohoo!

Went for the student leaders' retreat just now.
fun la.
go assemble at the taxi stand at woodlands mrt. Lol.
Mdm soh was there! so cool.
then go the jewel box.
super high class la.
look at this.

high class like what right.
inside the room where we had the discussions,
got air-con and all that kind of things.
the view was AMAZING.

nice right? super wow-ish.
even better was the toilet ((:
it won the best toilet award or something like that.

the 2 pictures below show the view from the toilet.

the view is so boomz.
then this picture is of the teachers.
from the toilet also. Lol.
oh yar, the girls' toilet had a sofa inside also.

then after planning awhile,
had tea break.

the food also ..that kind you know.
RuiXia was like,
" sandwiches? aiyo. " LOL (:
went for a bigbig group photo later.
all the student leaders and the teachers.
LOL, the teachers sorted us out by the colour of shirt we were wearing.
they were like,
" all the black come first!
oh, since ZhenXiong is wearing orange, we'll have the orange people next "
and that sort of thing.
It went in this order:
black, orange, red, green, white.
The whites were all those wearing PE shirts and all those things la. so cool.
then after that had somemore discussing.
then had lunch.
Then had a short debrief session,
then went to sentosa.
we actually did the sky ride and luge. Ohmygod.
I went on the sky ride with Dorothy.
Thats my foot in the air :D

super nice la. I wna go again, but with 2/6 next time (:

then after that we all went to play frisbee and captains' ball.

I attempted to go barefooted, but the sand was boiling my foot.

and since my group, th student council and the OCMC didnt have a court for frisbee,

we played captains' ball first.

I almost died out of the heat. freaking hot like dunno what.

then had a break. arjun was trying to get the coconuts down from the tree.

but he didnt succeed.

and TanJing calls ZhiRong sexy (:

then played free-and-easy frisbee, could choose any group you wanted.

since the group my group was playing against, Syarif and Iskandah joined my group,

consisting of Dorothy, Charlotte, ZhiRong and Haiqal.

walao, Iskandah. CAN CALL ME DOROTHY D:<

then played volleyball :D:D:D

Mygoodness, I miss volleyball a lot ):

then go home.

on the way back home had this freaking terrible headache.

come from idk where.

people mostly slept on the way back.

then reached Woodlands MRT station.

Exco planned to go take neoprint.

but the plan was cancelled cos many people were not in the mood.

so went home in a very air-conditioned and very empty bus. shiok.

xoxoxo

p/s. NITHYA DOESN'T KNOW THERE'S A NORTH POLE. LOL.

yucks. literally.

2009-10-18T11:15:00.004+08:00

seriously, its disgusting.
can you please stop it.
whenever I see you do it,
I just feel so out of place, disgusted and irritated.
If I could say it in your face, I'd say it like this.

You stupid moron, let me live my own life my way ,please dont interfere and make it so suckish.
I dont care how much you suck up to people, but that just shows how much of a bimbo you are.
You're playing a game I dont wna play, so live with it.
You may be better than me, but you're better at it in the wrong way.
Sucker.

And then I'd smile and walk away, not caring whether you understood what I just said or not.

====================================================================

Deepavali was boring, as usual.
Im getting lesser and lesser money every year. LOL.
My grandmother's side the relatives all come to my house in the morning to evening.
Imagine 4-5 full families packed in one house. Can la, my house (:
then at night go my grandfather's brother house for dinner.
then come home, watch TV, go sleep.

====================================================================

Do you have ANY idea how much im suffering? ANY idea?
you just left me alone.
Im broken and empty, now with no purpose in life.
If I am like this now, imagine next time?
I would barely scrap through the day.
Please, dont leave me and go.
Stay with me.

xoxoxo

update.

2009-10-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

I shall just briefly tell you all what happened today in school.
did oversee for morning duty.
then go class.
got back humanities paper.
my geography pull me down like shit.
so Ima obviously take history next year, as predicted.
then go mother tongue.
practically slacked the whole of it.
cos cher say do whatever you want.
so I just ranted to nithyalala.
then go do duty.
bharat is a blur I/C, I noticed.
then got english, science, maths.
then go HMT.
bloody hell, bharat got full marks for maths paper2.
confirm he cheat one.
since when his maths so good.
then when people ask him
he just sitting there smiling and saying " I did my maths " ._.
so I cursed him all the way to the library for HMT.
I told him he wan act melody, tell mr Lee go buy thing for the class.
then he say "no what, where I got long hair and always look in mirror "
then I say he wan act kind.
he nothing to say (:
I cursed him in the library also.
stupid tall person.
then me and nithya spent the next 5 mins discussing what he did to get 50 for maths p2.
we came up with drugs, he cheated, and Im thinking he did black magic.
then HMT finish,
nithya go change into her blue netball shirt.
then zhi rong was like " wow, nithya, you look really good! go show akib la " LOL.
then was waiting at busstop with MingWei, Sharon ad MengWee for 911.
suddenly MengWee " eh, I go general office awhile "
so we told him if bus come we go first.
EPIC la.
he go in school only bus come.
then just as the bus is leaving can see this very stupidly sian MengWee
running out of school, shaking his hands.
we laughed (:
go home.
read post below for more details.

xoxoxo

disappointed.

2009-10-15T20:29:00.001+08:00

do you know how disappointed i am with my results?
I slept like 2-3+ hours on the day of science exam day,
I studied so hard, especially for physics.
and it ended up like this?
see I told you, Ima go to combined .
I told my grandparents just now.
they were of course, disappointed.
they were still supportive of me, though.
but they said that I better learn something from this.
and I did.
I dont care what class I go into next year,
but I will do my best there.
even if I go into combined science,
I will do my best there.
something learnt from my EOYs are, as someone says,
shit happens.
I have terrible trrible headache now.
you know why?
cos I cried for like I dont know how long just now.
then I go sleep. I had bad dreams.
and the bad dreams made me feel even more sad.
then I go sit around in the hall.
I thought about what-if-I-go-combined-science,
and I ended up crying again.
Its so hard to maintain this face.
when inside, all you feel is hate, bitterness, anger and sadness.
my results suck. big time .
oh ya, tomorrow my cousin birthday.
turning one (:
finally, something to brighten up my goddamned life.
eh, you know I feel like life isn't fair sometimes.
I had my council interview last year.
On my birthday.
Im having my Changemaker Panelist interview this year.
On my birthday.
very what right,
when your birthday falls on those kind of interview days.
stupiddd.
oh ya, the wrong people from sec one are getting nominated for things.
Lloyd got nominated for something,
then I was literally just standing there gawping like an idiot.
along with CheaChee Sharon and Nithya.
noone can believe it, hell.
fine, maybe Lloyd ok lah.
the other one how?
stupid stupid stupid.
I have some Student Leaders' Retreat on 19 Oct, Mon.
Initially, I wanted to go.
like, I got the interest there.
then my results come out like this.
who will want to go ):
all I will do there is be some useless person moping around.
whats the use of me going when I cant think straight?
all I feel now is sadness.
even if David Archuleta or someone come stand in front of me,
I'll still be crying or something.
Nothing can cheer me up now.

xoxoxo

these few years I spent with you,
will be ones I can never ever forget.
of course it will be different next year,
but just remember this:
I will miss you.
the times I spent with you will be cherished.
and memories of you will be kept,
close to me.

im very sorry.

2009-10-14T23:21:00.004+08:00

im saying this with all my heart.
i am very sorry.
i know you have high hopes of me.
i know you expect a lot from me.
i know that you believed i could be more than i was.
and all i wanted to do was to live up to it.
i wanted to show you that i could be who you wanted me to be.
i believed in that;
did everything for you.
it may not have looked that way,
but i really did try my best.
i gave it my everything.
i had you in mind, not wanting to disappoint you.
i tried my best and did everything i possibly could.
but it just had to be this way ?
i know i have disappointed you; im sorry.
i know i have thrown away my chance; im sorry.
i shamed you; im sorry.
what is done cannot be undone.
please forgive me this time.
i promise you;
this will never happen again.
although, im not sure if you're willing to give me that chance.
and i dont blame you if you dont give me that chance.
i know i have let you down terribly.
and i swear, i will not let this happen again.
next year will be a different story.

xoxoxo

Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hold on.
I'm standing here, open hands
and I know I can't do this alone.

automatic.

2009-10-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

hello.
shall update cos long time never update.
actaully i have the time, its just that i dont want to (:
i tell you this amazing thing i saw on TV ok.
this 7-10 year old bot was stuck in some really really really deep manhole
then after like, 20+ hours he come out.
got so many people come rescue him.
and th first thing he said as soon as he came out was
" I wna watch spongebob ". Woah right (:

5th October 2009

went swimming with sharon at about 10+
i think we started at like, 10.35 ah.
the water was like, salt water and not chlorine water.
ya i know its stupid, but it was just that way ok.
then about 12 or smth cheachee came .
then we all swimswim until 3 like that.
pro right, swim so long.
then yejun and amos came.
we left 15 mins after they came.
i had a hard time trying to comb my hair. dry like hay.
then go home. epic you know. tell you what happened.

i tried 5 different kinds of soap
strawberry, peach, dettol, johnsons' baby and smth else.
and somehow, the swimming pool smell was still quite there.
i shampoo-ed and condition-ed like 4-5 times or something? dove ok.
and so suckish-ly,
i come out only was SUPER SUPER DRY like very very dry hay?
yes i know its a dumb comparison, but it was like that la.

i swear, i have never seen my hair so dry before.
it feels like...dry hair? X:
and i also swear, within 2 more skin shades,
i can really be as dark as nithya O:

6-8 October 2009

did nothing much, really.
play com, sleep, read my book, dream, listen to music whatever you know.

9 October 2009

haha! i fell sick on this day.
started with this very high fever, blocked nose ( and i mean blocked ), headache blah.
those viral stuff.
it got so bad at night. my asthma came back. i so scared la.
thought i die or smth.
i couldnt even sleep.
i slept for like 3 hours or smth.
the rest of th night was spent coughing, sneezing, take medicine, all that stuff.

10 October 2009

went to th doctor.
walao, my mother very what leh.
i so sick, my asthma come back after so long.
then her friend birthday party more important la.
went to th doctor in the evening only.
i couldnt even breathe properly. im not joking.
i actually strained to take in oxygen. every breath was taking it toll on me.
so you see, asthma is not some cool thing people just get and survive with it.
i hate it when i see people think that asthma is a joke?
they get see what they do.
then come back i immediately go sleep.
medicine can do wonders.
i could sleep so peacefully.

Today- 11th October 2009

i played maple for 4 straight hours!
i did many stupid things.

first, played my wizard in bootes.
then go play my night walker in bootes.
then played nithya's magician in eridanus.
then played her bowman in bootes.
then go create charac in cassiopeia, dont know why.
then i deleted my soul master in bootes.
i also deleted my newly made charac in cassiopeia.
then go create new one in bootes, go play pirate.

LOL. epic fail. ((:
just now went to causeway point.
buy stuff, obviously, ha.
tmr got swimming. at RP.
can pass test one la.
confident {:

aahhh, sorry this is so long.
hehe. ima play maple now!
bye.

xoxoxo

There's no real love in you.

Why do I keep loving you?

i dont know.

aang?!

2009-10-05T21:12:00.003+08:00

eeew, disgusting.
these are the people playing th main characters in avatar: last airbender movie.

at least the poster looks decent.

how come sokka looks so freaking serious.
eew.

katara has blue clothes la, walao.
imagine her water bending.
cant even think of it right?

this is th guy in slumdog millionaire?!
zuko, ugh.

THIS IS one of my WORST MIGHTMARES.
aang looks so freaking serious la.
and dont tell me that dot thing are the freaking arrows.

whatthehell are the producers thinking.

xoxoxo

double die.

2009-10-05T20:27:00.003+08:00

double dieee.
my maths is bloody hopeless la.
paper 1 was already quite freaking difficult.
so many decimals when supposed to be nice whole numbers.
at least paper 1 can pass.
my paper 2, can die, seriously.
i've lost 27 marks alr you know.
like i predicted, ima go to combined science.
omg, im disappointing so many peoples.
but whats done is done right.
wish i could undo it.

xoxoxo

dieee.

2009-10-02T00:20:00.003+08:00

ok, confirm already.
my science will fail like what ok.
if i get a B3 or B4,
it will be God's greatest miracle.
whatthehell was that kind of paper la, walao.
i was totally blank at section C and half way section B.
woohoo, ima die mans.
just finished revising history.
it was like, 11.50pm then i suddenly remembered i havent do literature yet.
then come com to do lit, ended up blogging.
i still get presents for children's day you know!!
i want laugh alr. mr lee and my aunts gave me LOLOL.
sharon says im fickle-minded.
and that is very true you know.
just now going home that time,
i very sad.
then i said-
first go home normal way,
then i said go overhead bridge,
switched to take bus from school busstop
switch to normal way again
change again to take bus from stop before school.
finally, we decided to walk using overhead bridge. ha.
akib walked with us.
then go home, explored my aunt's new phone.
some samsung preston or something.
shall chiong literature now.
damn it la, idk how do poem analysis .
freak.
and now its 12.30am . wtf.

xoxoxo

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whats the point of proving yourself,
when you have nothing much worth to prove.
you dont have to come tell me what you're worth of.
and say it in my face.
im not blind, nor deaf nor dumb.
you're th one who's stupid.
im not a fool,
to take in th shit you're throwing at me.
ima throw it back at you.

damn it la.

2009-09-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

gaahh.
i didnt go to school today,
and i cant tomorrow.
damn it la.
sharon told me today's debate prize-giving was total epic.
epic fail, i mean.
idk how elaborate, ask cheachee or sharon LOL.
everyone started laughing, she said.
how i wish i was there.
meow meow went home early.
then they all tell me that she actually didnt look sick when she went home.
ohh, she fake fake. ROFL.

this video epic la.
hayley is swinging th light bulb all over the place,
shining it in their faces.
its like " I HAVE A SHINING LIGHT BULB SO I AM BETTER THAN YOU " :D
hahah.
lets all go get shining light bulbs and swing it in each other's faces man.

xoxoxo

P/S. missing you.

forget, forget...

2009-09-23T20:34:00.000+08:00

oh my keyboard.
i wrote both th compo and th letter longer than nithya.
oh my godgodgod.
it will be like shit i tell you, my marks.
stupid tamil.
then paper 2 right, epic.
from every section i didnt know at least one question.
the most shit was th vocab at th back.
why oh why cant the vocab be like the english one,
so much easier.
got 5 right, 4 i dont know.
then th remaining one is i anyhow.
but i did all la.
th freaking problem is that one question in vocab is 2 marks.
so that equals to me losing 10 marks alr, damn it.
dont know what song to post.
so i shall not.
oh ya, i freaked out during recess, AGAIN.
because of someone, someone, someone.
bloody HELL, why must our recess be combined.
ask sharon or meow meow.
gaara dude, gaara dude.
sharon, im awfully sorry.
but the harder i try to forget,
the more i remember.
too meow meow too.
you know me, i find it difficult to forget these kind of things.
im super duper sorry man.

xoxoxo

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I couldnt not look at you;
i tried to forget you.
I couldnt forget you;
i tried to not see you.
I couldnt not see you;
i tried to imagine you weren't there.
I couldnt imagine you weren't there,
and there's nothing more i can do now.

english.

2009-09-22T20:01:00.002+08:00

oh my keyboard.
english was quite difficult.
i just wna B3. thats all.
not like my stupid common test, 69.3. damn it.
as usual, im bored.
nothing to study for mother tongue.
i dont like higher mother tongue.
so suck. kjdsfbkfnas.

I DONT CARE.
woohoo.

xoxoxo

hey.

2009-09-21T22:06:00.006+08:00

hey.
nothing to do now.
mugged over maths and science the whole day.
went to my aunt's house for tuition (:
i somehow feel like studying whenever i go her house. epic.
i still cant freaking do the freaking chapter 6 of maths which freaking caused me to freaking fail my freaking common test.
stupid huh.
i just dont GET it ok.
i just dont get graphs as well as i do with any other topic.
or phyisics. tutor me, somebodyyy.
freak physics la, damnit. im no better at physics.
i dont get the convection, radiation or conduction shit.
i cant even do th simple worksheet without referring to my text book.
i feel so miserable ):
yesterday, did nothing.
usually i do nothing on sundays anyway.
im bored.
im bored.

I MAKE THEM GOOD GIRLS GO BADD~

so nice, wna listen over and over again.
shall go sleep and dream now.
byebye.

xoxoxo

Gaara (:

2009-09-17T20:34:00.002+08:00

17th September 2009

ahahaha.
today school was quite fine.
had oral for higher tamil.
epicness LOL. me and nithya got same mark,
bharat and karthik got same mark. haha.
was so stutter-ish.
cos all th answers formed in my head was all in english.
then i kept having 2-5s pauses in between every sentence, shit.
so difficult la damnit.
then go swimming.
i didnt swim; cant swim at this point of time.
i tell you, THE TEACHERS' PLANNING IS SHIT OK.
they go keep th make-up around the same time of the month in october?
fcuk them idiots.
then go meet my aunt at th pasar malam.
go buy th GAARA toy.
yes, i know im childish. but thats my problem.
then go comics connection.
spent about 10-15mins choosing hp strap.
then bought this one which said naruto. hoho.
i cant put gaara down.
he's with me now..(((: sitting on my table :D

14th September 2009

forgot what happened in school.
STM, what you expect.
all i remember is going pasar malam.
i saw this gaara toy! omg.
i want it i want it i want it.
and i will buy it sooner or later .
bought 3 ezlink card stickers for 1 dollar.
all naruto ones (:
then i bought these two super very lame things,
not gna tell you what they are. then i very paiseh.
then go th games there.
all so kiddy, go there for my cousin.
i go bumper cars, so fun.
then i freaking had to accompany him on the merry-go-round ._.
i took a lot of pictures!
i cant find my USB cable, shit.

BOYS LIKE GIRLS - Hero-Heroine

woohoo, love this song.
listen ok.
i (hearts) BLG (:

xoxoxo

GAH. D:<

2009-09-12T14:57:00.002+08:00

i am so bloody pissed with maple now.
i hate the forest of patience 2.
cos i have ABSOLUTELY no patience at all.
i keep getting poked with th freaking spikes and keep freaking falling down.
GAAAAAH.
ok, im playing some naruto game now.
quite lame.
but, its still naruto (:
im still pissed at maple.
so im playing this awhile.
aww crap.
my mum just came home.
and now she's shouting at me for no reason.
damn it.

xoxoxo

hygvnjh

2009-09-11T19:31:00.002+08:00

vtfxwnhfcgbmer.
hello people.
the above sentence is meant to be random.
went to admiralty park/republic poly just now.
got some ne champ thing to do.
it was epic, i tell you.
we go until so inside.
then we dont wan go inside somemore then we go back.LOL.
in admiralty park, obviously.
then went to subway, chea chee ate lunch.
i talked and played psp.
then we go her house, do th powerpoint.
i suddenly thought about this weird thing,
and started laughing.
then i told chea chee too, and she laughed also. haha.
then went home.
bharat has freakishly weird dreams which make me laugh.
any stupid thing he says makes me laugh.
weird guy.

epic-ness reigns this video.
like th ending.
watch ok. must.

xoxoxo

oh damn.

2009-09-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

oh, shit my mum.
just now we went for G-Force.
her friend drove us there.
cool car, Mazda RX-8. totally epic.
th movie was free, paid for by her company.
then after movie finish, i saw this shop.
it was this SUPER COOL SUPER NICE SUPER EPIC shop.
and you know what it sold?
naruto merch.
shit la, just had to be in front of me.
then i tell you what i saw.
collectibles, manga, akatsuki robes, scarfs, keychains, hand gloves, head bands blah.
and there was also sasuke and itachi house slippers? weird, but nice.
then i asked her if can buy for me th headband, which had the Sunakagure symbol on it.
gaara's village of course.
then she said nooooo, waste of money, dont get what you need it for, crap.
then i said fine, let me buy with my own money.
she said noooo, waste your money, its of no use, shit.
COME ON LA, ITS NOT YOUR MONEY GOING RIGHT.
im willing to spend my money, let me spend.
shit her, seriously.
then you know what happened yesterday?
for some crap reason, she suddenly just took my phone and started reading all my messages.
crap her la!
somehow, im fine if anyone else sees it, but i just dont like her seeing.
F.U.C.K.
and to all, expect my maple to level up once in like, a month?
cos i cant play until forever.
at least until exam is over.
f.u.c.k, again.

Boys Like Girls - "Love Drunk"

love it.

xoxoxo

now.

2009-09-02T21:45:00.003+08:00

changed blogskin and song.
i like this.
i think i'll stick to this for some time .
i'll update you on today.
many stupid things happened today.
th finland people came.
STUPID CHEA CHEE LA, go for th programe.
never let me go.
so there i was, worried that the finland guy might be handsome,
then i will freak out la right.
so i was praying that he wouldn't be good-looking.
but, what do you know.
he turned out to be very handsome and nice.
shit la, walao.
i freaked out, an average of about 7 times / 5mins.
for more details, pls ask sharon, nithya, mengwee or joohan.
i even stalked him out of the library.
serious!!
then he walking back that time, i started laughing for some reason?
make me go crazy.
then after school was softball after a long long long time.
then bruno came too.
then everyone was like " OHH, nithya, look who's come " haha.
i smacked JGoh in front of him,
and then he was like " woah, violent seh "
haha, understand that smacking JGoh is a pasttime of mine.
before cca, had to go for some CEP programme.
poor gigi LOL, picked by th person cos gigi was th only one she knew.
i got a prize for saying
" woodlands is unique because there is causeway point and there is no other causeway point around "
i thought i gna be kena from th cher,
then she give me prize? LOL.
then go back cca.
th new coach is nice.
can understand people.
then i go home.

xoxoxo
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no, you dont have to tell me
cos i've figured out for myself.
everytime i try,
i end up failing and my heart breaks again.
just to see you do that,
it rips me apart.
i cant stand it anymore.

bowling (:

2009-08-31T20:25:00.003+08:00

today was running all over for teachers day.
imagine jazlyn or syariff. wow.
missed aces day.
only practised, didnt get to do the thing itself. sad right.
then was the concert.
went along quite well, alot of people sang or played something this year.
then go home blahblah.
went bowling with peoples (:
actually plan was to meet primary school friends at wdp.
then got bowling, sad la.
LUCKILY, i met hannan at mrt station.
so coincidental right, im thinking about that and i meet him. god is on my side (:
talked.
he said to ditch nithya and go with him.
haha, hannan rocks (:
going back to mt point which was bowling,
IT WAS FUN LIKE OHMYGOD.
2/6 rocks la.
i went with mengwee, joohan, nithya, beina, evonne, shihyuan, marie, melody, akib, yejun, amos, jason goh, bharat, kok ann, joon chien, zhirong and mingwei.
alot right? haha.
go play like siao.
i sucked at bowling at first; i got better (:
fun la.
i wna go again. with everyone.
i wanted to take pics, but didnt get to take with everyone.
didnt get to take with mingwei, bharat, joon chien or kok ann ):
nevermind, next time.

xoxoxo

never again.

2009-08-21T18:11:00.003+08:00

understand that i'll never be as happy as i was before.
everything pisses me off nowdays.
especially the thing thats bugging me deep down inside.
the thing that just makes me wna scream out at someone.
the thing that rips my life out.
the thing that happens everyday.
i may joke about it outside.
make it seem as if i dont give a damn about it.
but you have no idea whats going on inside.
no idea, trust me.
especially since now, i know whats going on.
sometimes, i can see it in the eyes.
other times, its like nothing ever happened.
i know im not perfect.
no one can ever be.
i cry about it everyday.
wont you just understand?
its something that just kills me everyday.
i cant bear to see it happening.
especially in front of me the whole time?
i try to ignore it but i cant.
the evidence is too strong.
im trying not to care about you.
trying to get you outta my head.
trying to forget you.
like you never once existed.
but how to? its impossible for me.
and thats not the only thing i cry about everyday.
i have a million other things that i cry.
i almost cried when i got back my english paper.
mingwei stopped me from crying.
i almost cried when i got back my maths paper.
cheachee stopped me from crying.
those were the days where the problem wasnt that big anymore.
but after friday...
i realised that nothing ever goes my way.
my results suck too.
i wont be surprised if i go into combined science next year.
its not like i wasnt expecting it.

xoxoxo

serious?

2009-08-21T17:24:00.003+08:00

Sharon, is it that obvious?
i have been thinking about it.
but seriously, i still dont get it.
how they all know? i have no bloody idea.
i thought no one else knew.
but nevermind.
it was bound to come out some day.

xoxoxo

i dont deserve it.

2009-08-17T20:23:00.005+08:00

fuck you know.
i just feel like screaming out into this world.
how much i wished there was no such trem, " world " at all?
everything would be black, no existence, nothing.
but yet,
there is this fucking thing called hope.
and how much i ever hope or dream .
its never enough?
people say never give up, or give it your best
or any other crap.
but what if your best isnt enough?
you give it everything you've got, all your effort.
but what if its still not fucking enough?
i tried so much for maths you know.
i put in so much effort and time, that flicker of hope was still burning.
and now?
that flame's gone.
i look at everyone around me.
all my friends have done better than me.
all my friends passed maths; i didnt.
all my friends got higher than me in science
fuck, they might as well not be my friends anymore.
i dont deserve them.
for them , their best is enough.
but what about people like me?
i find it even difficult to be happy.
just feeling happy hurts me sometimes.
cos some times, i feel like i dont deserve it.
ive learnt that happiness isnt for people like me.
i was so depressed today.
ive been depressed lately.
even ms hesley had to ask me " preethee are you ok? "
even joohan, mengwee and bharat noticed something wrong with me.
you have to understand; what you've seen these days, isnt th real me.
th one thats jumping around in random happiness; thats not me.
its just an act.
to keep myself away from reality.
but im facing it now.
and it sucks. big time.
have you ever felt so hopeless in your life that you dont even feel like you deserve to live?
that living is just a stupid thing to overcome to death?
i dont want to go to school.
i dont want to go home.
i dont want anything.
all i want is just to runaway.
run where, you may ask.
nowhere. just following th road, wherever it may take me is a better option than what im facing now.
ive been crying a lot lately, just letting everything out.
i cried like 2 times in school today?
and to all my friends, i am very sorry.

im sorry for making you pissed.

im sorry for being pissed at you.

im sorry for all the mean things ive said.

xoxoxo

fuck th maths.

2009-08-14T21:27:00.003+08:00

walao. shits man.
maths i fail alr.
i counted, maximum is only 11/25.
i was totally blank at ques 4, no time for ques 5.
i mean even joohan and eling felt bad.
and question one was a piece of total CRAP.
cannot factorise, ask us factorise.
so they're giving 3 marks for one fcuking equation? thats one piece of bullcrap.
i even cried. ya, cried.
first time ive cried in my life for just DOING a goddamn fucking piece of paper.
cant they take leniency a bit?
what, they forgot we got streaming is it.
th thing that pissed me of us th most is that th common test came too early
and that maths was MOSTLY on sec 3 topics.
then might as well promote all of us to sec 3 then make us learn everything there now right.
what kind of shit system is this?
nevermind, i'll just have to say bye to my phone and com.
my english was ok, tamil couldnt understand a single shit, science was average.
and now i only have about 10mins to use com?
cos of th shit password they put.
and my mother also scream at me.
say what,
" still can go for one meeting when paper coming next week "
jazlyn , next time dont put meting on exam week can?

hoobastank- remember me

i just love this video.

xoxoxo

ARGH!!

2009-08-11T23:20:00.001+08:00

AND IM STILL TRAVELLING TO VICTORIA ISLAND!!!
DAMNIT, THIS GNA TAKE A LONG TIME .

LOL.

2009-08-11T23:11:00.003+08:00

damnit damnit damnit.
i cant use the com at my own free will now,
cos my parents got put password on com. shit.
im actually mapling now.
but it takes a hell of a lot of time to get to victoria from orbis.
i can actually blog. lol.
i dont know what to say.
except that ive been very mean to nithya lately.
LOL. sorry ah cat.
today maths epic.

wan yun mark daan paper.
daan mark wanyun paper.
JGoh mark meiyi paper.
i mark zhirong paper.
cheachee mark jonathan paper.
jonathan mark hazel paper.
epic-ness = zhirong mark nithya paper.

super ultra man-ish cool haha.
and ive also been getting alot more random for some unknown reason.

xoxoxo

oh no.

2009-08-09T19:20:00.001+08:00

i forgot to add picture to just now post.

LOL. so now i add.

oh my goodness goodness gracious.
aint he cute. (:

xoxoxo

laa.

2009-08-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

woo, my maple level 24 ready.
ya i know noob la.
but i started quite recently ok.
not like mingwei, use hack LOL.
nithya now only 16 haha.
th school's NDP celebrations this year quite boring.
just sit outside class, watch.
mostly was speech.
tan jing so cool la.
he march off was like, his normal walking? haha.
our whiteboard rocks ok.
noone had th heart to erase it all away after so much effort.
so we didnt.
haha, th cher coming in during CT will be so shocked i guess.
i went to 2/4 to do th powerpoint presentation.
they were like so disruptive. hais.
and there was this guy who was screaming naruto crap.

Q: Who was th chief minister after David Marshall?
A: ZETSU!/ DANZO! -.-

oh come on, get a life.
then go back class.
jason lee was at my place.
so i go sit at melody place.
cheachee was there alr.
she said 1/3 was quite cooperative.
i wished 2/4 was like that.
then bharat came from 4/9.
he said they were mostly bored and lying around LOL.
then he show me th pics he draw.
like omg la, he can draw super nice seriously.
especially th Gaara one .
then there was this picture.
very emo.
cheachee was like " bharat emo sia "
then bharat say " ya, i draw this when i very sad "
and then i said " can see " (:
sharon said something that caused me to freak out.
shall not say anyth about it.
we made a lot of noise when we go take photos.
because 2/6 rocks.
omg, i dont ever ever ever wna change class.
makes me feel super sad.
then go mos burger with sharon mengwee and joohan.
i saw sakthi, wen xuan, simon and eugene there.
from woodlands.
i didnt realise that th flag tattoo was still on my cheek.
until sakthi started laughing at me.
he never change LOL.
then simon saw me.
i suddenly got reminded of th time in p3/4
haha, i used to call him macaroni head. hee.
good times, good times.

xoxoxo

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is it just me.
or is it really happening for real.
everything is a blur.
so much that i cant distinguish the truth from lies.

LOL.

2009-08-05T20:07:00.002+08:00

you know what?
i just realised my blogsong and blogskin have no connection
what-so-ever.
LOL.
i will change blogskin when i feel like it la

xoxoxo

sad la, walao.

2009-08-05T19:59:00.003+08:00

gah.

in th past week, ive seen alot of people with naruto merch.
damnit.
I WANT.
i saw this guy in th bus once,
he was wearing this coat thing.
it was an akatsuki robe thing .
and then today in cp,
i see this guy with a bag.
akatsuki bag.
another time, a guy with a bag.
know gaara's sand gourd?
looked alot like it.
damnit la. i feel like screaming.

i swear, when im old enough to get credit card,
i'll buy alot alot alot of naruto, MCR and david archuleta stuf
which reminds me.

he's the cutest handsome-est guy in the world.
and nobody can change that view of mine.
i dont care if you find someone else handsome.
like i care.
just dont try change me, ok.

xoxoxo

hey .

2009-08-02T15:27:00.004+08:00

now thats what i call HOT.

ya, got my phone back.
my grandparents rocks. xD

went swimming on friday.

with sharon and nithya.

then after that hazel, marie, mengwee, joohan and wanyun came (:

when i was walking to th swimming complex.

i saw this angmoh guy.
vehveh handsome ok.

you know what he was wearing instead of pants?

a towel .

yes, a towel which screamed BARCELONA.

like, ohmygod la.

on top all veh nice then see th bottom is one towel.

i guess his pants were stolen.

xoxoxo

bitch.

2009-07-29T17:51:00.007+08:00

im am so fucking pissed right now.
this post will be filled with the word fucking
cos i just cant control myself.
you know what happened?
my mother fucking took my phone.
for no fucking reason.
can at least tell me why right?
i ask her and she say
" you should know what you did. you dont expect me to tell you right? "
i just felt like fucking telling her to ~~~
can at least tell me or not.
fuck her la.
then yesterday i needed an urgent sms from kia chyi.
then i told her i need la.
she said
" keep the phone on th shelf. when sms come, you read. after that give me. "
fuck, again.
and then, before that,
i was using th phone as a paper weight.
hold th paper down la.
then she come home,
smack me on th head,
then just take my phone and went off.
its like, whatfuck?!
her fucking mindset seems to be like this;
phone in front of you= using phone too much= dont deserve it.
i couldnt stand it anymore.
for no effing reason, i started to cry.
i dont know why.
just bottled up inside, i guess.
and there she fucking was, stuffing herse;f with food and watching tv.
fuck that.

and this morning, she used my phone to sms nithya?!

i couldnt control already.

i started screaming la, in class.

who is she to use my phone?

just cos she's my mother doesnt give her any right to use my phone.

so i called her.

and she said i left my blouse at home.

so? what you wan me do.

then she said my grandpa came all th way to th busstop to give me.

but i dont go to th busstop she was refering to.

i go to anther busstop.

and she was scolding me for that?

she can just give me my phone right?

at least they couldve called, then i couldve come.

but nooo, she had to take it away

and scold me for something thats not my fault.

shit her, stupid.

he is simple my rockstarr.

cos i <3>

i cant survive without music.

cos music = me.

xoxoxo

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goodbye,

and good ridance.

i dont really need you now.

ive been thinking for th past few weeks,

and i just realised what a fool i was.

you almost got me to believe you.

but now i see,

it was all just an act.

sorry, but really,

lets be a bit less than friends.

i dont deserve you.

and you dont deserve me.

2009-07-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

I had my doubts. I had my dislikes. I would like to say this one's on me but does it really matter. I never wanted to hurt you but yet i keep apologising. You should just have glanced at me once and look away.
Im too selfish to let you go.

ooh-la-la.

2009-07-22T16:34:00.001+08:00

harry potter rocks. seriously.
went to watch harry potter and th half blood prince yesterday.
go with mengwee, joohan, amos, yejun, sharon, nithya, wanyun and mingwei.
like, super nice la.
although they did change th storyline abit.
th part where th weasley house burn down?
not in th book at all la.
but seriously, it rocks.
should go see (:

thats th trailer ok. go see.
then just now go akib house.
do music project. music sucks.
i dont want to go do it next year.
but akib is a PRO.
i dont know how to say at what, but PRO at th thing i dont know how explain.
me, clarissa, nithya and mingwei go.
ok. byebye.

xoxoxo

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is it all just a lie, a cover-up of what it really is about?
i think so.

update.

2009-07-20T18:08:00.009+08:00

th gaara one is especially dedicated to my person/mutton (:
(click on picture to enlarge)

oh my goodness gracious.
i just realised i havent updated my blog in a long time.
so, i will update.
not long, just a brief one.
i was super-panicky in my maths portfolio LOL.
never do also.
so since my portfolio sucks,
im gna try to focus on my paper LOL.
ya, everything was ok la i think.
my art wasted ALOT of time,
no time do portfolio. damnit.
then i have teacher's day meeting also
music that time, cool la.
my group and zhirong group combine ;D
so now got;

-me
-nithya
-sharon
-amos
-yejun
- zhirong
-clarissa
-mingwei
- jonathan
-akib ;D

but must come up with 2 stuffs. shit la.
then ART!
i swear to you, im not gna freaking take art next year.
th teacher's killing me.
now my group must do another video, FREAKTARD.
walao, waste like, hell a lot of time? shit it.
hmmm.
then actually mr lee's teaching is not that bad, actually.
i have a bit of confindence la.
student council starting to...umm.
starting to start thing again? LOL.
you all will know more. haha.
then just now got ExCo meeting.
i expected it to end at latest, 4.15
then ended at 5.
and we even needed a break you know. wow.
then go home.
met bruno. he is like, taller than usual now.
serious. but, bharat is th same height as him and mingwei is taller LOL.
oh ya. you know what happened in english class?
th last 5 min nothing to do. cause go through th compre alr.
mr fairiz challenged us tic-tac-toe. whatthehell.
then nobody won.
some drew, some lost. nithya lost ROFL.
then bharat was about to go as th last person.
then i did something.
i shoüted " Bharat! Nithya is so proud of you! "
*clears throat*
ya, to you two.
sorry if i offended you two in any way ya?
really. sorry. serious.
then i learnt that going harry potter tmr. woohoo.
and these are super cool naruto pics.

cool right.

kakashi is as always, cute.

aha. shikamaru (:

and this is hero's come back

*recommended* watch.

and see gaara. cause he's freaking hot and awesome. ya.

xoxoxo.

Naruto rocks (:

2009-07-10T17:36:00.012+08:00

Woah, watching naruto now (:
im getting to know more,

but still nothing compared to nithya and bharat o.o

they like, expert la.

i beginner going intermediate.

at episode 121 now (:

i dont care if you dont care

as long as i know that i care is enough LOL.

and that mr fairy guy,

got close to joohan!

he put his arm around him and pulled him close xD

knowing what a G*Y he is,

he started freaking out like a girl.

i can do reasonably good imitation xD

and FYI,

bharat is not good at describing wind vanes o.o

LOL.

eh i tell you something.

kiba is handsome and akamaru is SUPER CUTE!

★Kiba and Akamaru (:

★Shikamaru

★Naruto

★Gaara

★Minato, Naruto and Kushina

★Young Sasuke

★3rd Hokage, Tsunade, Orochimaru, Jiraiya

★Tsunade-Sakura, Jiraiya-Naruto, Orochimaru-Sasuke

all so goddamn cute (;

xoxoxo

ps. i wan sit at wanyun's place!

its so fun there ):

but not that its not fun at my place xD

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2009-07-09T18:21:00.002+08:00

today was an ok-ish day.
just happy that tamil cher never come again xD
LOL. me and nithya were talking about neji's byakugan.
and nithya was like, "BYAKUGANNNNNN~" super loudly -.-
had 2nd shift oversee.
then was literature.
mr fairy come like, bloody early la.
then science. once again, dead class ._.
then maths got test
bharat la! go remind mr lee we got test
then i got so aggitated i grabbed mingwei's sleeve and start to shake him very violently.
then i accidently hit his hand on his jaw
sorry partner X:
then got HMT.
waaah, nithya is...
she told bharat to ask sasuke for something he wasnt sure of ?!?!
and i start laughing like siao.
and bharat is like, how am i supposed to ask someone who doesnt exist? LOL.
then got teachers' day meeting.
then go collect pics,
then go home (:

xoxoxo

damn it.

2009-07-08T18:28:00.002+08:00

Sorry to jazlyn for not being able to make it for th teachers day meeting.
Got personal stuff la, confidential X:
anw, im happy im in publications comm ((:
my mother tongue cher got quarintined O_O
and nithya wants her dead?
its very whatthehell you know.
me and a few other people just dont wan her come can ready.
she siao ah, want her dead X:
and today laugh like nobody's business during Silent Reading.
you know those incontrollable fits of laughter i get into sometimes?
today was super mega big fit of laughter.
i look at you, i laugh for 5 mins
and cos of that, i made minmin laugh alot alot also.
a-hahaha.
mother tongue cool la, no cher (:
then go home ah.

xoxoxo

ps. damn you jonathan.

2009-07-06T11:08:00.003+08:00

nowdays are so boring ):
i cant even use com lor!
*im using now cause my parents out x.x
sigh.
hee, naruto rocks ((:

xoxoxo

ps. and dont you dare say gaara fail ok, mingwei. >:(

update, update.

2009-07-02T15:11:00.004+08:00

ok, you know what?
im not supposed to be using com now.
so i will quickly quickly update.

Monday 29 June 2009

YAY!
so happy to see everyone again sia xD
th day was ok.
but so sadded sia.
JOB LEAVING! D:
and some other freaky teacher gna take over lor.
ms fa-sha.
scary sia T.T
she scared hannah lor! hannah was really scared of her. eeyer.

Tuesday 30 June 2009

erm, dont really remember what happened in school, other than dance.
INDIAN DANCE SUCKS OK.
make my leg th muscle all pain like siao.
had NE champ meeting.
mrs lee say what, on thursday need go 1/4, teach them fold stars? x.x
hell la. i hope they're not difficult people.
i want 1/6 or 2/6 la! stupid, i cant choose ):
then half way through th meeting got message from my mummeh.
she reminded me i had to meet her at her office to go see transformers.
so then i went home with sharon, nithya, mengwee and marie.
then quickly quickly go raffles' place ._.
what hell sia, so freaking far away.
but th good thing was that th movie and popcorn and whatever drink all FREE.
good right? th theatre so big, all filled with my mummeh th office people.
office go blanjah all of them xD LOL, citibank mah xD
and i saw one guy named AKID lol.
and bharat say he burn his hand. hai
anw, I RECOMMEND TRANSFORMERS!
BLOODY SUPER DUPER COOL xD
then go home, do hmk -.-

Wednesday 1 July 2009

like, OHMYGOD man.
you should have seen bharat's burn.
like, WOAH.
i dont even know how to explain it.
you should have seen ms hesley's reaction when she saw it.
erm, dont remember anything at all, really o.o
but i remember one thing.
we got 3 stars! D:
ms hesley gna be super angry i think.
and there goes our pizza.
then had some CIP at library.
i hate th new book shelves. they suck.
then after one hour, go home ready.
dont want to stay xD
walk to th busstop with bharat and nithya.
then go home.

Thursday 2 July 2009

my partner didnt come today.
lol, so did bharat.
so i have to admit, MotherTongue was abit boring.
but on th other hand, prabu and karthik made me laugh too xD
sia la, so much hmk you know.
i also went to 1/4, did th star thingy.
was alot better than i expected mans.
then blahblah, had lessons.
then go home lor.
andand,
SHABNAM ROCKS!
cause she help me and nithya do our project xD
hehe, thank you cappuccino xD

xoxoxo

reunited (:

2009-06-27T21:45:00.003+08:00

PHONE BACK!
PHONE BACK!
PHONE BACK!
PHONE BACK!

ahahaha.
its like a part of me came back (:
very happy now :]
and you know, in th previous post,
i said kakashi hot right?
cheachee said she didnt expect that from me xD
haha, im full of surprises (:

KAGE BUNSHIN NO JUTSU!

its something Naruto uses all th time (:

xoxoxo

2009-06-25T23:25:00.002+08:00

hai.
ive noticed im recently listening to very loud songs.
and i mean loud ok.
i have no idea why.
they somehow appeal to me at th state im at now.
my neighbour came over since just now.
she has two sons, one sec3 and th other JC2.
somehow, she makes it sound like they're as irresponsible as me.
and she makes it look like a good/funny thing.
when she's saying that they're so hopeless, you know, etcetc.
here my parents are saying, comparing, how much better they are.
my parents constantly remind me how every night, their study room light is on,
( assuming they're studying )
and they tell me how much less hardworking i am.
and here my neighbour comes along and says they pretend to study, chatting.
see th difference?
and i have no idea why im saying all this.
ohmyfreakinggod.
i want school to be closed for one more week sia.
so many things i havent even done yet...
im not even mentally prepared yet, for school, after all this time.

xoxoxo

hot and cute ;D

2009-06-25T13:36:00.009+08:00

omfg, am so sadd-ed now?

last week on wednesday go give phone for repair.

she say next weds (which was ystd) come back take.

then i go la, th person say havent, most prob give back fri-sun.

fuck la!

i wan my phone back sia.

i miss it veryvery much.

raawwwwr.

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to th spammer;

LOL. you nothing better to do ah?

haha. make me amused like shit sia.

i can go on ranting,

but i think i'll stop now.

but that wont stop you from spamming, will it?

hee, i aint gna stop you.
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gosh, nithya made me addicted to naruto now.

not exactly addicted,

but leaves me wanting to know M O R E.

and i also think that kakashi is hot! LOL.

got pack eh.

and th child gaara is like super cute xD

cute right? hehe.

xoxoxo

2009-06-22T17:52:00.007+08:00

had this MAJOR MAJOR fight with parents just now.
they irritate the hell out of me.
and they also discourage me in everything i do.
they are like, supre duper pessimistic about me?
they say at th rate im going, i dont even qualify for ITE.
YEAH, right.
seriously, im not that bad.
i just felt like screaming in their faces and running away forever.
and you know what they also said?
they said this;
" maybe if you get all As in this secondary school, it may not be enough at national level! if you get As here, it may only be a B or a C at nation level! so sometimes, an A is not enough "
so what you want me to get?
AAA1?
and thats just anth way of saying their never gna be satisfied with whatever i get.
whats th point of even trying to satisfy them then.
sigh. i shouted so much.
i now see it was never any use.

shall update on last friday now.

Friday, 19th June 09

went to RP for that CD through th arts thing.

was very chaotic.

almost noone was cooperating.

sigh. i called zuxiang man!

i told him to come ASAP cos he was vice-chair, and he needed to be there.

and he came ;D LOL.

then go eat at RP.

then go watch movie

DRAG ME TO HELL.

was S C A R Y.

im totally chicken mans! AHAHA.

went with mengwee, wanyun, sharon, melody, nithya and mingwei.

thanks to mingwei. he treated me ;D aha, partners.

then go home.

xoxoxo

ps.

MyChemicalRomance Rocks your socks.

trying not to let it die.

2009-06-15T11:32:00.003+08:00

yes, i know, blog is dting or alr, dead.
so i will revive abit ok.

monday- 8th June 09
got PrimarySchoolLeadershipTraining.
was quite ok, presentation went well.
i give about 6.7/10 la.
then cos my statio finished first out of all,
ruixia ask me go buy stuff for makan later.
with debbie and wassim.
we bought th drinks, sponge, ice-cube, eggs.
th drinks and th ice cubes wassim brought back to school,
he got bicycle X:
then me and debbie were worried that he suddenly go crash.
debbie is fun to be with x)
then go set up th drinks there.
then blahblahblah, was th mass games.
group 1 owned th rest.
cos only they saved th egg.
th rest break LOL.
then was th green thing
prize presentation, go CWP.
buy stuff *ahem-ahem*
then me and rahayu go th marsiling there,
buy somemore stuff.
then she was low on $$$ O:
had to run all th way to opposite marsiling MRT with th *ahem-ahem*
-.- in th end, we waited for nikita bring us money ROFL.
then went home.

Tuesday-9th June 09
hoho!
today was th duty training cum farewell party.
duty training was really boring, especially to my batch and th sec3s X:
my group was 4 ^^
got erm, .... OHMYGOD, i forgot!
i rememver got tanjing, and either jocelyn or wenjie.
( i keep mixing them up ) LOL, i noob x.x
then got bharat, bianca, chin pang, isabel, wendy and someone :X
after duty training was th preparation of th farewell for later.
had to kidnap wei loke and vinus, they knew too much X:
everyone bloody excited la, th room was all dark when th graduating councillors came
and we were like " SURPRISE!!! " haha.
then go makan.
did th cheer, ate.
was one of th last to eat, was helping set up stuff.
it was worth it (:
then was th farewell video, then i got my LevelCoord badge (: yay.
i will dp my absolute best not to lose it X:
then was handball.
played in th mixed team (:
MIXED TEAM ROCKS! hahah.
then was th wet activity.
th graduating councillors didnt participate well enough,
they threw around th water bombs.
WAS SUPER DUPER FUNNN! woohoo for SC ((:
and i got drenched when weiloke poured an almost full bucket of water on me x)
im not complaining :]
then th day ended,
got debrief and all that.
shoes were still soaking wet ):
felt lonely again, so went straight home.

***SHALL SKIP, GO TO SATURDAY(13 June)***
since my aunt's wedding reception is coming my crazy mom go do smth.
go rebond my hair D:
I DIDNT ASK FOR IT LOR!
luckily, its temporary =="

Sunday- 14 JUNE 09
shall make an important public announcement.
HAPPY BITHDAY TO JAZLYN AUNTEH!!
aunteh is finally 14 ^^
and my aunt's wedding reception was also today.
erm, you all know my aunt right o.o
i shall tell you all th teachers who came.
Ms Angie Tan, Mr Sani, Ms Milhan, Ms Chen Ying, Mrs Cessaline Ong, Mdm Jo, and a few others ^^
about 22 teachers came la.
oh yeah, mrs Hilda Thong came too (:
along with th last time HOD(PE), mr kok right?
and YOU KNW WHAT?
aunty mary came too D:
spread th peace yo (:
was ok. short convo :

me at th reception table.
*ms milhan and ms chen ying comes in *
TEachers: Hi, we're from the bride's side, we worked with her in Riverside...
Ms Milhan; Eh, do you notice any of our students here?
* looks around frantically*
Ms Chen; Where? Where?
Ms Milhan; *points at me* LOL, right?
Me; Hi (:

LOL. and cessaline asked me if i was nithya o.o
i said no! im preethee x)
LOL.

ERM, IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE USING COM NOW.
so byebye (:

xoxoxo

sadded.

2009-06-08T21:46:00.003+08:00

u rmb in my jus now th post i said shit this life?
well, i take it all back.
i just realised how wrong that statement is.
i know understand that should have been th right sentence:
' f*ck thus life '.
see th difference?
just now i go my aunt house.
actually just go there eat lunch, then w ended uo staying up til 10+
then we were about to go home that time
everyone started this BIGBIG fight.
first is m grandpa and uncle start shouting over something.
first time i see my uncle shout like that.
my grandpa, all th time la, everyday scream at me, hit me for no reason.
then my grandma came, try to break up th fight.
but this ended up making it WORSE?
then came my mother.
she asked everyone go room, dont shout in front of th kids.
come on la, as if you all dont shout at me like almost, everyday?
i get all th crap from them even though i have nothing to do with it?
and as if going into th room gna have any difference.
still can hear them shouting like crazy people la.
and what am i supposed to do?
just sit there, do nothing.
even if i wanted to, i couldnt.
my 3 year old cousin was like, kind of sad about it too.
see how bad this thing is?
even a 3 year old can feel it.
freak this life, seriously.
shit it.

xoxoxo

ps. My Chemical Romance Kicks Ass.

2009-06-07T15:29:00.002+08:00

shit this stupid life.
im beginning to not like my days even more.
i try to be friendly, at least i make th effort to know you.
and this is th shit i get back?
what crap is that.
i really wna be good friends with you all.
but most of th time, you all always ignore me.
if you can accept others, why not me?
what so wrong about me that you have to make me feel this bad?
im stupid or dumb or what.
do you know how much it hurts me to be treated this way?
you should try being in my position, see how it feels.
is it that other people are better in some way that you all outcast me so much?
even so, can just cooperate with me?
you know, that person doesnt give me ANY chance at all.
and so of course, th credit all goes to that person.
making me th silent sidekick, never th one who does anything.
you know, i really try my best to give all i can?
dont you recognize my efforts?
i try to have fun at least, and try to ignore how you all treat me.
but what i get after that is much worse.
cant you all just A C C E P T me for once?
and make me feel like im finally someone?
rather than keep shunning me and ignoring me?
im never a someone, always a nobody.
i hope you all are reading this.
i dont care if you know its you or whatever pile of crap.
i never even ONCE get mentioned, or credited, or even acknowledged.
yet others who you dont know or are not close to,
you make excellent friends with them.
leaving me where?
you all are such a worthless waste of time.
im even beginning to wish i never joined this shit.
suckers.
have you ever been so alone,
you wished you never ever existed?
im feel that way now.

xoxoxo

exco day (:

2009-06-05T22:55:00.019+08:00

woooh!

today was an awesomely funfunfun day ((:

shall now tell you what happened.

first went to school, waited at busstop at about 1.49pm

then until 2.06 i see noone there o.o

i called cheayee and she said they were at SC room -.-

then while 'waiting' at th busstop, i saw th st john people running up and down th stairs @_@

shouting ' FAAALLLLLL INNNN!" .....

yeah. so i went in.

and syarif started this commotion on gigi saying that it was my fault i was late. LOL.

then blahblahblah, went to woodlands centre by th 911

after th interchange, we were th only ones in th bus! woah man.

then ' to promote bonding ', everyone went to buy th sweets for th primary school kids.

thanks to samuel for helping us out :]

OH YA! pictures. i almost forgot.

-samuel, syarif and gigi (:

- i asked samuel to pose for me (:

he was helping to carry th basket, and it was heavy o.o

- rahayu ask samuel go lower so she can feel tall x) LOL

- rahayu ^^

- i, erm, uploaded this cos ruixia said that it looked very similar to amir X:

i have no comments ._.

- cheayee and ruixia choosing which one is th cheapest and nicest.

hard work, hard work.

those are all th pics for th shopping part.

then ruixia and rahayu went to buy th designing materials for th shirts.

debbie, jazlyn, cheayee, zhirong, amir, syarif and me go kfc for a quick lunch.

then while cheayee was still eating, amir and syarif took part in ice wars o.o

they crunch crunch crunch th ice

then spit with th straw ROFL.

- i have seriously no idea what he's laughing at.

- syarif trying to spit at amir.

- amir trying to spit at syarif.

- us :] (jazlyn at th side, cannot see)

th rest of us go amir house do salad.

and so we went.

then amir mummy give us these cupcake things and drink ((:

was like, SUPER nice :] (thank you amir)

then his mummy also help us to th salad until so nice!

then syarif came happily out of th kitchen with our salad ^^

-see! he posing so nicely for us x)

- th salad. th bowl is th watermelon skin.aha (:

cool right?

hoho.

then after that me and syarif had to go back all th way to woodlands centre

to buy th tees X:

debbie had to leave at th same time.

th buying was very fast.

so came back, started helping out with th packing, wrapping, etc.

-rahayu wrapping th goodie bags :]

then gigi had to go.

then syarif had to go, and he desperately wanted people acc him go.

but noone went X:

then cheayee and zhirong,

then me rahayu and ruixia.

came home, very sleepy, gna sleep now X:

and that was my exco day.

xoxoxo

Olympic Edu X:

2009-06-04T21:08:00.006+08:00

i will now sort of elaborate on th olympic education camp.

1st Day- 3 June 09
starting was super boring ._.
got into groups.
there was barely anyone i knew in my group
other than jinxuan, vina and nabil.
and maybe hani (:
th rest all i seriously dont know.
i havent even seen some of them in school before -.-
then i was in group 8 aka TAOLI :]
then we did th cheers and mascot.
i do cheer.
this is how it went;

" North, South, East, West,
We're in th north but not th West
R-E-S-P-E-C, TAOLI, TAOLI we're th best!
(IN RS!)

Friendship is th way to win,
All of us are kings and queens =="
We excel in what we do,
We're th best and you know too!
(oh-so true, very true, super true, totally true!)

Thats why we're from RS! "

hee. long right. had difficulty memorising ._.
talked with nithya and clarissa :D
me and clar like goddamn sarcastic la. convo;

clar; isnt this like, so TOTALLY fun?
me; oh yeah, of course, TERRIFIC.
clar; its so awesome man! couldnt want to be anywhere else.
me; oh course! i havent been this excited in ages lor!
clar; i JUST CANT WAIT to come tmr ;D

see th sarcasim? :]
then go lunch.
random convo;

jinxuan; you're vegetarian?
me; yeah, why?
jinxuan; oh. then, GOOD FOR YOU!
me; WHYYY?!!
jinxuan; dont know!

then we played.
GOLF.
yeah, GOLF.
with these 'badminton racket' kind of things! sucked at it.
then was erm, th golf finals.
we got gold!!!
like, OMG, GOLD?!?!
me and jinxuan (and joohan, in team 6) were like O: serious. didnt expect AT ALL ._.
then blahblah, go home le.
went home with joohan (;

2nd Day- Today.
was MUCH MUCH MUCH more worth coming.
crapped with jinxuan in th morn ;D
then forgot, i only remember th ancient olympics ;D
so FUN. (abit).
i got chosen for wrestling D: and discus (((:
i wanted discus mans!
so happy x)
but then jinxuan come ask me say he wan go discus ))):
sadded la, but nvm, just give :'(
so i was left with wrestling.
huishan like, totally owned everyone there ._.
eh, BLOODY HELL LA!!
i was doing so well,
then th instructor say what, i lifted my knees,
SO I DISQUALIFIED D:
ok, that was my fault la, i admit.
but what pissed me was that another person also lift knee in another match.
give them one more chance!!!!! what-fcuk la!
where got fair??
wan cry lo. so totally, freakishly unfair.
then biggest shock ever:
MY GROUP GOT BRONZE SIAAAAAA!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
LIKE, WOW mans -.-
then go home.
not feeling very good now.
i feel sick ):
like, i alr got cough and cold for sometime.
i feel like i getting my fever back D:
will go rest now.
hopefully better got tmr o.o
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my heart wna break.
its not even been one week.
and im alr missing you.
i cant imagine what th following weeks will be like.
so lonely without you.

xoxoxo

ps. very very long post -.-

replies.

2009-06-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies;

[sharon]
ya, kns whaaat. whats wrong o.o

[cheachee]
oooh. you have or what? lend me (: aiya, everyone got different taste de la x.x
ps. I DONT LIKE TH ne champ BADGE!!!

[clarissa]
ROFL. hi ;D godd, arent we sarcastic. O.o

[Penguiin]
i go sharon blog do what o.o i cant find th link la.
can just tell me here? x.x

there. my replies ((:
and updates will be in th next post.

xoxoxo

no updates.

2009-06-02T17:22:00.002+08:00

hey peoples (:
this is just to let you all know that know,
i wont be updating much more.
holidays are boring, so yeah.
but i will update on th 4th of 5th, on th olympic edu camp.
should be boring X:
b y e b y e

xOxOxO

ps. that doent mean u dont tag ;D

swimming (:

2009-05-31T17:11:00.003+08:00

i will now update you on th swimming (:
i met joohan at th busstop opposite his house.
then yejun came cycling like siao, from th opposite side of th road.
then mama came, on th 963.
then we all met andrea in th swimming complex.
then mengwee come from idk where o.o
it started out fun at first.
we were practising our floating, freestyle, breaststroke etc.
at one side of th pool
this group of people were also there
we never do anything lor!
then they anyhow come make trouble with us.
they come bully joohan for no stupid reason?
come on la, we were doing our things
then they just come intefere?
shit them lar.
then one guy come so close to joohan,
it was almost as if they were kissing,
then shout vulgar at his face -.-
luckily, mama was there.
she sort of made peace (:
then they didnt come to where we were again,
they just kept shouting crap from their side
so we decided that those freaktards werent worth our time.
we just ignored them ;D
after about half an hour, they left
and swimming was back to normal.
hazel left first, she was in a BIGBIG rush.
then andrea, cos her mom was waiting.
then me mengwee joohan and yj go home together :]
sad thing was that yejun lost his slippers O:
most probably soemeone took them away.
sad la bro ):
luckily, he came on his cycle.
so he cycled back home.
bare-footed o.o
me and mengwee walked home then (:
am now very tired.
so, byebye.

xoxoxo

not in a good mood.

2009-05-31T13:14:00.004+08:00

this should be my 100th post....yay.
i am BORED now ):
gaahhh.
someone spammed me yesterday X:
and now, my bill for this month gna be bloody damn high.
anw, ystd go cousin's house.
not fair mans, he got th avatar psp game O:
i want!
you may think avatar is lame, but i like it ok.
you have a problem, im not gna care.
it was quite nice.
i give it 3.7 stars out of 5.
ohmygod, i am seriously not in a good mood now.
i had this bigbig fight with my mother jus now.
so i got totally pissed off, go my room and slam th door.
i slammed it so hard, th windows actually shook.
its like, shit lar.
life is so stupid and hopeless nowdays.
and just when i thought school could be th only place
where i can be who i am
these 2 b**ches come make my school life so crap.
am i getting shunned by people?
or getting picked on?
i think so.
when i make a mistake,
its SUCH A BIG THING.
as if my mistake could cause th world to collapse.
its always SOMEHOW my fault, even though i didnt do it?
but when she does a mistake,
OH, ITS OK, NOTHING'S WRONG, EVERYTHING'S GNA BE TOTALLY FINE.
you dont even give me a chance to prove myself
and you all alr start judging me?
what CRAP you call that, har?
see th difference?
whatthefcuk la.
its so shit.
gahh, i dont want to talk about it anymore.
im just looking forward to swimming with my good friends later,
they are th real ones who i can confide in and turn to.
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at a time like this,
i need you here with me,
more than ever.

xoxoxo

Replies.

2009-05-30T10:07:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies;

MeiYi:
LoL. Of course, anyth will be fun if got pig & keeper :]

Melody:
WHAAAT?! who ask you to be so sexy x) serious X:

YongTat:
LOL. you are like, so despo man. ok la, will link soon ._.

Deborah:) :
still, thanks alot (: and i will link you soon too :]

Akib:
Rofl. i jus say its a favour x) hee, i am evil :] but thanks, anw (:

Nit:
..............................

piggy:
what so horrific or terrifying or surprising about th post that it made your eyeballs drop o.o

Dorothy:
woooh, thank yous (: ps. AIYOOO! lol :]

Nit:
0.o neither did i X: so unexpected you know.

piggy:
WHAAAT?! it really is you know. can see in abit X:
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i will just tell you all abit about my results X:
the thing that shocked me th most was my history D:
i failed man, I BLOODY FAILED D:
i got like what, E8?!?! gns la, crap.
and my geography i got a B3 or B4 -.-
WHATTHEFREAK? i expected it to be th other way around lor.
cos geog i had a MUCH MUCH harder time than geog.
then english B3, Maths A1, Science i forgot(quite bad la), HTL B3 or B4.
lol, i definetely will drop one la.
my L1R4 is 14, L1R5 is 18 X:
aiya, nvm, cos alot of other ppl also get 18 ^^
but very high leh!!
you go look at cheayee, her L1R5 is 7 ._.
crazy la she, i think her cleverness gene multiply until alot -.-

xoxoxo

stupid blazer ):

2009-05-29T19:41:00.003+08:00

stupid blazer la!!!
make us all sweat like shit ):
but th thing i hated th most was
MY SHOES X:
i got like, so many blisters!! and just on one foot itself got so many?!
SHIT LAR!!!
i loved th breaks x) can give my foot a rest.
so when i changed into my school shoes (which are nice and big)
i felt like my feet were experiencing heaven compared to those other pair of suck shoes ^^
my duty was on 2nd floor corridor
lucky mans, at my class there :] can see who come.
everyone came, except lina, rasul and bharat.
in th morning and evening th weather was ok.
in th afternoon, IT WAS A LIVING HELL.
SUN WAS UP LIKE BLOODY HELL MANS!! gnnb la.
sweat like shit.
should have seen th guys.
like tanjing, yongtat ect.
their shirts were like, literally drenched x)
th girls werent allowed to take out blazers, th shirt is abit transparent
when i take put th blazer, white shirt and shoes
wear my PE shirt, nice shoes,
LIKE WOAH MANS (: oh-so-heavenly!
there is one thing i need tell you all.
B**CH SMILED AND WAVED AT ME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OHMYGOD RIGHT?!
i was just staring at her.
then she look up, see me,
SMILE LIKE SHIT AND START TO WAVE LIKE CRAP.
you know what i do?
i just gave her th WHATTHEFCUK face (:
WHAT, TRY ACT FRIENDLY IS IT?
shit you, asshole (: KNS la, freaktard dumbass.

xoxoxo

1+1=2

2009-05-28T19:24:00.005+08:00

wait ah, i just tell you all ABIT of what happened yesterday, (wednesday)
cos mostly i forget liao x)
i had english file check after school,
and i was about 10mins late for th Level Meeting (sec2s)
th student council one.
its like OMG, so crowded.
imagine about 15+15 people squeeze into th council room,
alr as it is, so bloody small.
now must conduct meeting in there?!
sigh. then level meeting is mostly cheayee conduct X:
me and jazlyn chip in only if neccessary ^^
bharat asked senseless questions as usual, LOL x)
then i go ready (:
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OhMyGoodnessGracious.
i totally forgot what happened on wednesday, ( except some parts)
so i shall just move on to thursday, today (:
shall skip th details of th day, cause im forgetting most of them rdy X:
so i tell you about th PSLT (pre-training).
had th CD through th arts thing.
i HAVE TO attend, im th director X:
so it ended at about 2.50 like that.
then go th training.
i didnt need to do much, just take attendance and help cheayee set up her station.
not many poeple came, less than we expected.
so it went generally well ^^
even though attendance was quite poor.
then after that i read BEC all th way home (:

xoxoxo

woah, man.

2009-05-26T19:38:00.005+08:00

ohmygod, i forgot what happened in school today O:
serious la, im trying hard to remember what happened today.
ermmm...
AH YES!!!
got th interaction session with th team singapore athletes.
got to play netball. ((:
but i prefer volleyball, less confusing. X:
then after play netball, go eat breakfast
with two singapore netballers and two singapore basketballers (((:
and one last-time singapore olympian, Sng Ju Wei x)
mengwee was freaking out when he knew i had th Sng Ju Wei autograph xD
cool hor ^^
then something-something, was quite a boring day X:
will skip to th swimming part of today :]
today's swimming was nicee lor.
because i got to hamtam everyone in saying melody super hot and sexy.
eh alamak, serious la dey! melody really very sexay. and super hot lol.
and i poked her tummy x) HAH.
bharat epic FAIL la.
he see melody wear that super short and sexy swimsuit,
he from th top shout to her
"eh melody, u change your swimsuit ah? "
obviously, you can guess what we did to him
"WOAAAAAAH, bharat SIAAAAA" x)
but what i didnt like about today's swimming was that it started late
and ended early X:
i practised my freestyle, i think im getting better xD
then me, nabiilah, nithya, nisa, minmin, cheachee and lina practice in one group.
bloody cool siol.
we even made this 6-pointed star underwater, sibei cool la. x)
but my greatest achievement is that i like,
swam faster than nithya in freestyle mans! own her like siao (:
but she own me in breaststroke uh.
but that isnt fair, cos i nvr learn swimming before, other than when i was 3 years old.
she already know how swim, she in intermediate laaa.
haha. gnnb. LOL. jus felt like saying that rofl.
swimming is fun. although, i seriously miss volleyball ALOT ALOT ALOT (L)
i (L) volleyball x) hearts it man.
gahh, i my aim is to out-swim min-min in swimming. will put in alot of effort to do that.
then SADDED la, start at 3.15, end at 4.05? crap shit i tell you.
then gna go out of pool that time, bharat ask me for race ._.
HAHAHA, FUNNY. that guy so tall, i cant even think about how i'd fair against him.
and my sense of timing is bloody freaking bad. i need count for myself la!
u tell me 123 i still standing there like some shit idiot. X:
then wah sia la, minmin say wan race him.
he say fine la. he say 123, WHOOOOOSH(he started swimming) .
HE JUST GO LIKE THAT?! whathell mans.
minmin hesitated about a few milli-seconds, then started to swim.
i was just staring at th water where they had just been.
U SEE? my sense of timing sucks to th core.
lol, bharat own minmin sia
she stop half way, he continued to th bloody end sia.
see my reasons? LOL. i like clarissa or jazlyn can one, swimming so super bloody pro.
i noob lol. beginner mah.
so yar, walk-walk with amos, yejun, joohan and sharon to traffic light.
at th traffic light, we all shouted bye to amos.
bharat, zuxiang and kok ann were like, ignored. *heh. sorry.*
then bharat wave bye form th back -.-
lol. then sharon was like "we didnt say bye to you, bharat! "
you know what that joker do? he wave bye again. LOL.
sharon and me started laughing, rofl. fail la.
then crapped at CWP fpr a while, then go home.

xoxoxo

ps. sorry th post is so bloody long. i just need to crap somewhere.

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now that you're close to me.
i feel that life has a new meaning.
new doors are being opened.
its an oh-so-new sensation just to be with you.

i cried.

2009-05-25T19:15:00.005+08:00

cant god be a little more kind?
i just asked for average results
you know, my kind of results
and i get this?
it totally sucks.
can say byebye to my triple science and mp3.
i made up my mind: i wan go take double.
its like, my results are shit you know?
u wan know?

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Eng- 64.8
yar, got one extra " 0.8" there la!
cannot round of to 65 meh? then i get B3 la, fcuk.

Maths- 75
tis a MIRACLE.
MIRACLE, i tell you.
i expected th A2.

Science-58 ?!
crap?! shit-ass-crap la.
whatthefcuk mans right?
its th lowest i've ever gotten since primary3 loh.
and definetely th lowest i've gotten in sec sch.
ive never gotten less then a A2 before,
and for MYEs i end up with a C5?
harhar, shit paper.
ALOMST noone did well.
ALMOST noone.
those geniuses such as nithya and cheachee obviously got As la. -.-

MotherTongue- 60-65
hmm, expected la.
i just know i one mark higher than bharat -.-
aaargh, but wait, that havent include oraol D:
and 10 marks below nithya?!
amazing mans that girl.
she come out of exam room saying she definetly fail.

Humans- T.B.C

is to be confirmed cos they had to take back all th papers and remark it

so those who fail history, dun worry, still got that bit of hope left

some teacher go mark everything wrong one X: lol, fail.

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so first thing ms hesley gave out was th maths

i was quite happy, didnt expect it

then was science.

walao eh, whathell sia?! who in th world will suddenly get 58 la?!

i was actually dumb for th moment i got my sci paper u know.

it was just my hand, my face was like blank u know.

i wanted to cry. i really could feel th tears almost coming.

so i was like, control, cannot cry. so i didnt cry.

then english. SHIT la, SHIT!!!

my compo was ok, 23/30. then situational was 20/30, quite good also.

its my bloody effing comprehension and summary!!!

i got like what, 15 for compre and 14 for summary?!

if those i just got a few marks higher la, walao.

so u know, i expected my eng AT LEAST B3, or max is A2.

then i get B4, away from B3 with o.2 marks???

so then i couldnt take it, obviously.

i started crying -.- in class.

a BIGBIG thank you to mingwei, nithya, evonne, shihyuan, sharon, cheachee and JGoh.

for trying to cheer me up (((: really, thank yous mans.

it means alot to me :]

first time my marks affected me until i cry u know people?!

haiiiii. then after school got th campus changemaker thing, very bad timing ._.

i scared my mood affect my presentation laaa D:

dahdahdah, then blahblahblah, then go home X:

i am scared about my parent's reactions to my marks lo D:

xoxoxo

ps. and yes, what bharat said is true. nithya is stupid in a clever way (:

message.

2009-05-25T18:54:00.002+08:00

this is just a message
today was super super duper tiring
i dont want to update
and i very sleepy also.
sorry aites.

xoxoxo

ps. im just scared about tmr's exam results

lalalaaa.

2009-05-23T00:19:00.001+08:00

woke up early to go sch
for th qihua thing
like some kind of mini-games day for them la.
was ok, shabnam was my partner in my station (:
th kids were cool x)
gaahhhs, i dun wan elaborate la.
i am tired know X:
had exco meeting jus now lor!
it was fun anw ^^
never go movie lor, mother dun allow ):
thn fine la, as IF I CARE.
so i read finish "Slawter" in about like what, 2-3hours? ya (;
then blahblahblah, go exco meeting.
was th fourth to arrive, luckily never arrive late
if not ruixia ask us treat lol.
thn amir treat me milo.
i felt bad, so i returned him $2.60 .
lol, he thought is i ask him go buy for me anth one
then he bring bac one milo O:
rofl, i think that one syarif go drink, im nt sure X:
meeting ended at 9.30+
then go home.
blog lor ^^

xoxoxo

ok-ish day.

2009-05-22T20:02:00.004+08:00

today was an ok-ish day.
first was th updating of th NYAA booklets
PISS ME OFF, my parents still havent send me for any crap classes yet ):
at least im nt th only one in class no skills X:
then was some crap M Level thing

teach us how to invest money
thn recess
thn was th crap level thing again.
one of th instructors looked like student A o.o
thn got tht NE Champ mtg
thn i supposed to go file check,
never go.
weeeeeeeee. rofl.
thn i go library talk talk with joohan, cheachee and kokann.
thn go campus changemaker
whatthehell, my group last to present ._.
must wait so bloody long,
FINALLY, u know, my group turn (:
it was quite ok, we didnt finish th ending part of it.
cause 10mins over liao ._.
cheayee answered all our questions X:
but what made me happy was that
they accepted our proposal!
deborah told me (:
YAY, mans ((((:
but now i think got even more work to do,
cos now must put th proposal into REAL ACTION X:
but im just happy la :]
then after that, go walk arnd for a while in sch, look at NPCC and SJAB.
there was this once, dhania asked me th time.
thn i kept signalling, she still dun understand
being as impatient as i am, i couldnt stand it anymore.
so i just shouted " five thirty-eight! " from th second floor.
and EVERYONE turn to look at me O.O
whaaaat? she wanted to know, she didnt understand, i got my message clear to her la!
a someone told me that th someone's senior call me siao zharbo.
ok, fine lor (: u bigger zharbo than me thats all,
shout th whole day (:
then i hit joohan outside canteen. he said something which was true but i didnt like it,

so i hit him la, obviously ._.
and bharat was walking past us at that time.
then he was all like, " OOHHH" -.- lol.
and dont u all think E.T and PREETHEE sound th same?
they sound veryveryveryvery alike right?
then its like eling walk past me.
then bharat was like, shouting something.
i heard my name, but he was shouting ET or smth
then he was like, "no, i shouted blahblahblah" -.-
oh, AND IM SUPPOSED TO KNOW?
-.- im alr retarded as it is. sigh.
so me, sharon, joohan, amos and christina walking to th busstop
then me and sharon noticed that
joohan and amos look like couple frm behind X:
then jh give us that bion face x)
so-you know what?
i dun wan talk alr
i will now end this post (:
byebye :]

xoxoxo

WHATTHEHELL?!

2009-05-21T20:06:00.002+08:00

OHMYGODDDDDD!!!
OHGOD, OHGOD, ohmyfreakinggodd people!!
kris allen won american idol?!
OHMYGODDD!?!?
you know what?
OHMYGOD!?
i mean, WHO IN THIS WORLD EXPECTED HIM?!?!
you have to understand that i have absolutely NOTHING against kris allen
i almost like him as much as david archulata ok.
its exactly like last year mans
everyone expected david archuleta,
end up david cook.
but this year more shocking.
ohmy goodnessgoodnessgoodness.
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today was an ok kind of day.
other than cheachee screaming in th morning that i had put eye-liner X:
it still hasnt come off ok ):
my eyes still black-black.
first was some volcano movie screening
then was th sexuality education talk O: ~wooooh~ x) Rofl.
then got jumbo sale!
th stall was loudest when clarissa they all took over shift.
especially her and bharat la,
pro shouters (:
then after their shift
nobody really cared much.
all do their own things, they stall ppl also jus sit dwn do nth.
cos my shift is to clear everything up mah.
then after my council duty i emo at one corner.
then finish, go up hall.
person and goat presented (:
layting too, on their last year th suzhou trip.
then this part pissed me off kay.
i went to tell ms hesley that i couldnt come for file check cos i got th histoty thing
then you know what she did?
SHE BLOODY SCOLDED ME.
she scolded me fo not bringing my file,
and for no other shit reason.
i mean, ITS NOT MY FAULT.
id rather go for my level3 leadership training then be STUCK in class with her.
its like, i tell her she get all pissed off and scolding me.
andrea tell, she dont do anything?
im not saying she should hav scolded andrea.
im saying ITS NOT FAIR.
how fair enough is that, huh?
shitcrap mans ):
then go for th heriatge trail thing.
my team got yejun, evonne, nabiilah, dhania, mingwei, meiyi and me ((((:
cool mans (:
if i elaborate, this post will become longer than it alr is.
so im just gna say it was very very fun :]
sadly, i missed my level3 thing in th process DDD:
then go home that time, kena heavy rain.
so i was kinda stranded in school.
with alot of other people in school.
BUT THEY HAD UMBRELLAS!
me and JGoh didnt.
so we take out our uniforms, run like mad banglas :D
thn outside sch there
me and JGoh decided to run to overhead bridge.
for fun la, and also because marie was walking with an umbrella.
so me and him ran with our uniforms on top of our head,
shouting "boleh!" ROFL.
then , bharat also followed us,
but he was running with his umbrella O.o
he had no reason to run. run for fun, lol.
thn me, JGoh and bharat walk to causeway th 7-11
met mengwee there.
thn JGoh went off to burger king, look for mingwei they all.
me bharat and mengwee go interchange.
thn me and mengwee wanted to take 912
LINE WAS SO BLOODY LONG MANS!
we took some other bus instead (:
then go home, rest, started doing my powerpoint for cheayee (:
and im still doing it now :D
ohgod, this post is bloody long.
and my 90th one too x)

xoxoxo

two different things.

2009-05-20T21:24:00.004+08:00

today was my aunt's wedding.
thats why i didnt go sch.
so thats why im sadded i didnt attend SC
and thats why im crapping at home now X:
my aunt's wedding was cool mans (:
she was so decorated o.o
i got pics!
but i dun wan upload, cos then
some joker go circulate around school how?
i in big trouble lo.
so today i missed SC and my lvl3 leadership training.
i actually wanted to go sch aft wedding lor.
then last minute cannot go
bloody tired ._.
serious! must keep doing things one.
and i wore eye-liner X:
it was itchy at first. rofl. then ok liao.
that one i put in th morning, around 6+ liddat.
still havent wash off x)
on my face lol.
in YOUR FACE, nithya.
u dont get to see me like that. HA.HA.
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ohgoddddd, I MISS VOLLEYBALL!!!
there is nothing like the joy of playing the sport you love
and now, that sport is no longer available to me ))))))))):
wan cry le. STUPID RIVERSIDE LA. dun wan offer volleyball.
can bet you will be popular one (:
people will be thinking,
" if i learn volleyball, i can learn how to smack!" x)
lol. i learn rdy. thats why i so pro in smacking lo @_@
sigh. i even have dreams on volleyball u know.
nightmare-ish kind of dreams.
cos i see my primary school volleyball members having th time of their life
playing volleyball without a care in th world
and i am separated by a glass wall, watching so misaerably ))))):
sad right.

xoxoxo

stupid e-learning ):

2009-05-19T14:48:00.002+08:00

first of all, i shall start by saying that
i am a fizzlewangboodle (:
FYI, i have no idea what that means,
but lets just assume its a good thing (:

e-learning is SO phuck, mans.
yesterday's art i havent finish
and today's everything havent do yet x)
bloody tamil dun wan load!
try so many shit times alr.
not my prob lo.
th rest is i lazy to do x)
hee.

xoxoxo

stupid people ):

2009-05-17T12:10:00.003+08:00

i need tell you people smth
i knew this a few days ago btw.
depression is in again ):
because DANNY GOKEY IS OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL!!!
WHATTHEHELL MANS?
that is so shocking u know
i expected and wanted danny to get in th finals.
shit, shiT, shIT, sHIT, SHIT!
bloody fook !!!
i mean,
even simon said he didnt expect this lor.
paula cried and kara was super-duper shocked
should have seen her face.
when i went on internet to look at th results
i was talking to nithya
then when i saw this headline
" Shocking Idol Results" - Gokey out of Idol.
i shouted, kind of screamed OhMyGod in th phone.
and for nithya, who hears loud things as soft,
said that was loud.
HowCanThisbe?
HOW, i ask you, HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW?!?!
stupid american people who didnt vote for danny >:(
i mean kris is good,
but DANNY IS BETTTER!!!
if i had magical powers,
i would teleport into bill gates' body
and send all th smses i can in favour of danny man.
it may sound ridiculous,
but that is what i would have done if i had th power.
why must god be so cruel ):

xoxoxo

sick shit.

2009-05-16T18:33:00.002+08:00

freak mans
i am now very very sick.
my temperature is like, 39.4?
added to my cold, super bad cough and sore throat.
just now go doc
he said fever last about 2-3 more days.
th rest may last up to 1 week D:
whatthehell mans?!
in th morning was th worst today
i couldnt even eat or drink anything
my mum give me milo packet
somehow, it tasted like crap X:
after a few sips then really cannot.
stomach felt funny.
and within 5mins, i vomitted it out.
then my mother give me warm water to drink.
after i drink abt 3/4,
i vomit it out again.
and before this,
i vomitted for no goddamn reason.
i was lying down in bed
use blanket, fan not even on
and i was still feeling bloody cold X:
arrrrgh D:
it made me tired to even stand up.
and when i walked,
i felt giddy, like wan faint like that ):
ohgod, help me!!!

xoxoxo

history.

2009-05-15T18:22:00.001+08:00

history was quite ok (:
at least, much easier than geog.
wooooh, i suck at geog mah.
so i will take history next year (:
i didnt know about 2 questions.
i write some bloody long crap answers la.
i had about 25mins+ extra time (:
geog i had 2mins X:
lalalalala!

xoxoxo

2009-05-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

maths diee ;D
paper 1 i think is mostly careless
and i got mixed up with numbers in one ques ):
is paper 2 then diee O:
i suck at maths ok!
i am aiming for a B3 or A2
this paper will be my worst done paper so far
and i am pissed off with ques4 on paper2 X:
HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO KNOW?
bloody standard form @#$^&*
no hope liao.
sigh
stupid, stupid, stupid.

xoxoxo

2009-05-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

shit geography man.
i think i fail la!
no, wait.
i confirm fail la.
hannah has th same amount of confidence as me ;D
my life is FULL of depression now.
just now, before this,
i did abt one and a half hours of maths.
then my grandmother start shouting at me
say what, ' not enough, MUST do continous. "
whatthehell la?
then i heck care her,
go play com.
then aft that,
i do abt 3+ hours maths again.
then i jus close my eyes
not even 5mins yet
she start shouting at me again!!!
sya STILL, in total, NOT ENOUGH.
and now, i hate my aunt's wedding date more than ever.
now, i cant go for SportsCarnival,
or my level3 leadership training!
fooook!!
so i was kind of cursing loudly at class
then bharat heard me
say what
" ohhh, councillor cannot say that kind of things! " =="
i ask why, obviously.
he say dont know ._.
Rofl.
my scrapbook hopeless la.
i mean, who CARES.
seriously.
who does?
shit.

xoxoxo

2009-05-12T22:48:00.002+08:00

science was ok.
section A die liao la.
section B one mark minus ready
i forgot what was HIV! bloody shit mans.
section C i chose 1, 3, 4, 5.
i forgot how to do th num '2' kind of questions
T.T
ms hesley was kind of pissed cos most of us
havent finish scrapbook.
new deadline: thursday (:
but i still havent finish 3 journeys, themes and mina!
ohmygoodness mans.
what kind of project is this?
smack during exam period give us,
its like, where got time to revise?
on monday night.
smsed alot of ppl.
bharat, sharon, nithya, meiyi, mengwee, joohan, JGoh all say give up liao.
then in th morning jus now,
18 ppl never bring or never do.
wait, all is havent finish (:
harhar.
DRAGONFABLE IS COOOOOL (:
its this game la
i create acc in P4 or something.
then start playing after a longlong time xD
go play!
haha. here, link : www.dragonfable.com
hehe. if its lame for you,
dont blame me.
you know i crazy right? :]
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every moment with you,
sends my heart racing
faster than ever before.
its an experience i'll never forget.

xoxoxo

Depression ):

2009-05-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

sigh.
sorry sharon, havent recover from depression yet X:
i have been depressing over ALOT of things lately.
ever since HMT paper on friday ):
goddamnit mans.
its like,
WHY IS LIFE SO SUCKISH NOWDAYS HAR?!
so many things are happening.
bad, bad things by the way.
so stupid stupid stupid.
when i want something,
its rarely done.
when i dont want something to happen,
it always happens.
what is wrong with me?!!
why must life be so idiotic.
&&& depression sets in now. )))):
sorry sharon,
you've got to understand.
my emo-ness wont go away for quite some time now.
Because;

1) Literature is due on tuesday, havent even started, total waste of time.
2) Something went missing in school after MT paper, gonna kena definetely.
3) Something is wrong with my whole BLOODY life.

number 2 is th one im MOST worried about.
im so sorry! it didnt happen on purpose.
i mean, it keeps dropping. example;
that day after english, going HMT that time,
i stood up to pack my bag.
and you know what?
it just DROPPED out of nowhere!
it didnt even know it had come out lor.
it's happened so many times ready.
it just falls out so easily.
and it is also very loose.
as in th pin.
bloody freak mans.
i want just end it all.
at least nothing is better than,
ALOT of bad things.
ohmygod.

xoxoxo

replies.

2009-05-08T15:32:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies;

[sharon]
yes, i know its spelt like that.
i scared people say i vulgar on blog.
so th 'k' i put '*' instead.

[Jocelyn]
of course!
im efficient (:

[anonymous]
thank you!
my tag board was like, dying.
u revived it with so many spams (:
u have like,
bloody alot of patience
idk how u can stand typing so many thing :]
really, not joking.

xoxoxo

without it, i'd die.

2009-05-08T15:11:00.003+08:00

first of all i shall start with telling you how happy i am.
i am bloody happy cos
allison iraheta got out of american idol!
woohoo.
so now its all down to kris, danny and adam.
its definetely adam or danny.

second, i'll let u know how exams have been so far.

English MYE-5 May 2009
was ok, i think.
compo am quite confident.
you'll be shocked when o tell you th number of words i wrote
i counted,
cos i got more than half an hour before paper finish
i wrote 1004 words mans!
but anw, its th content tht counts.
i chose th topic
"Write about a nasty trick that went terribly wrong."
in my story,
th nasty trick was nasty,
and it ended with all 3 main charaters dying. @.@
i scared ms hesley say too macabre! sigh.
thn blahblahblah, paper 2.
will not elaborate, confidence level 60.6%.

Tamil MYE-today.
DIEEEEEE.
i mean it.
DIEEEEEE.
i mean, even nithya thought it was bloody difficult mans!
fook la, definetely cannot get even at least a distinction.
paper 1 was ok la, not as crazy as paper 2.
paper 2 was like what, JC standard?!
it felt that dificult la, shits man.
i didnt understand three out of five sentences, literally.
): fail la! obvious.
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note.
it is super scary to sit behind bharat T.T
after he finishes th paper,
he put all th paper nice-nice,
he close his pen,
STRETCH all the way back. 0_o
then somemore, i was lying down on th table at that time!
his head is like, coming onto my table ready.
and he also gets super bored once he finishes his paper X:
starts doing stupid stuff, obviously.
th first thing he told me as soon as paper finished was,
" sure fail one ".
lol, me too!
sigh.
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i am like, bloody depressed you know.
imagine w****** for like, so many many months?
i wan kill myself ready.
i am an impatient person.
so obviously, i am at th end of th world now.
i think about it everyday.
sometimes so hard,
it comes in all my dreams too.
its really hurts me sometimes
really.
my whole body starts aching.
just thinking about it.
its like, a kind of drug, seriously.
without it, i'd die.
physically and mentally.
my whole system will shut down without it.
i am nothing without it either.

xoxoxo

you depress me.

2009-05-07T19:28:00.004+08:00

eh, whatthefook la.
its like, everything in my life
is going horribly wrong.
i am so depressed X:
why must life be so suckish?
i dont get why we live it in the first place.
i am so angry now, you know.
cos there are stupid people in th world
dont know how they inflict pain,
or whatever shit feeling.
i am like already so freaking pissed off at literally,
everything!
and you still can come,
ruin everything,
and go off happily?
freak you, man.
think you so good har?
YA, RITE.
you get angry,
im supposed to say sorry?
harhar.
tsktsk.
SUCH a piss off.
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why dont you just understand?

xoxoxo

Replies.

2009-05-06T19:52:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies;

[meiyi]
lol, thankyou thankyou (:

[cheachee]
ITS GERARD WAY, for heavens' sake!
dont get it wrong >:(
aiya,
BOTH gerard and adam lambert are super hot
and sing super well (:
how to choose?
hehe.
no, i didnt manage to drown, luckily (:

[mingwei]
lol, thats me mah X:
rofl. you highest is sloth. hoho.
x)

xoxoxo

whatthehell.

2009-05-06T19:19:00.007+08:00

argh!

i know i never update so long.

shall not update on monday and tuesday,

quite boring la.

something interesting happened today.

see at th end arh

started off th day by oversee-ing morning duty

only reached SC room at 7 ):

aiya syarif, i know u very early la X:

Rofl. anyway,

rush to class first
must take temperature.

thn after that me and chea chee rush out of class,

do duty

its funnnnn, as usual (:

thn had SR,

was freaking out, couldnt find tamil worksheet

havent do finish 3 pages leh!

thn when going MT that time,

found it in locker ==" tsk, fail x)

thn had to sit with bharat and karthik at th front.

cher say me and nithya talk too much :]

thn go recess.

before that, going out of class tht time,

bharat kena rape mans!

erm picture not clear

bharat is in th middle,

dun knw who started it. haha.

*one pic deleted, bharat say cannot*
lol, whatthehell right?! yar, i know. haha

thn was music,

everyone sit on floor, super cram

blahblahblah,

thn SEL.

sat infront of cheachee, behind bharat.

thn had to go for some bloody briefing.

thn go playground with

amos, joohan, mengwee, yejun.

THIS IS THE INTERESTING PART (:

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we just sitting and talking hor,

this big group of woodgrove primary kids,

come, shout vulgar at us X:

like, they keep calling us

"fcukers, fcukers, fcukers "

u see, i so good. never spell out -.-"

WHATTHEFOOK?! we never do anything.

thn me and amos were like,

" act gangster sia" lol.

and then they also shouted

" wan lick my d*ck"? come ahhh "

then one of them took joohan water bottle,

run away with it?

then we all run after them,

they dumped it on a grass patch.
then we all go home la,
waste our time on this nonsense.

thn going tht time, amos shouted,

"bapo* siaa"

in their puny ass faces man!

this is amos (:

this is botak joohan (:

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ILY, INY and IMY.

and pls dont angry with me ):

i didnt mean to do it X:

i say sorry, with all my heart.

xoxoxo

boring-ness.

2009-05-02T21:18:00.003+08:00

shall update on today.
woke up quite late.
i think? not sure.
aaah, STM. i forgot wad happened today!
oh yes, my baby cousin was crawling on me wen i woke up @_@
ROFL. thn i quickly go bathe.
thn slack la, use com.
cos everyone was out!! other than my mom.
had maggie for lunch xD
blahblahblah, skip to evening.
i think i was watching TV. i think, not sure again.
thn progressed about 1% in scrapbook ):
thn everyone went out again.
other than mom, again.
thn i watched TV while talking to nithya
was complaining about today not having anything nice to watch
then we started watching " Just my luck"
it was nicee ;D
thn i finished at 9.
watched th starting of MTV world stage
they were showing The Killers (:
thn start blogging la.
today is goddamn boring,
and damn WARMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
its so HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT in here man! D:
got no fan in com room somemore,
someone stole it away to use in another room.
imagine about 45 mins no fan in one HOT, STUFFY, SMALL room?
wan die liao la ))))):
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i have nothing more to say,
i think i've said enough
every word, thought and action
is all about you, only you.

xoxoxo

seven deadly sins.

2009-05-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	High
Lust:	Low
Pride:	High

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Envy is the mortal sin that has done you in.
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U SEE?!?!
i am a VERYVERY super possesive person.
so dont make me angry.
i kena you, then you know ah. x)
lol.
but seriously, even thoughi dont look like it,
i am supersuper possesive.
especially of one thing. (:
but i know how to control myself la.
inside, im alr screaming and cursing you
NO OFFENCE AH PEOPLE,
nobody's perfect.

xoxoxo

LIZARDDDD O:

2009-05-01T22:13:00.003+08:00

OMG!
ohmygod
ohmyGOD
ohMYGOD
OHMYGOD!
I HATE LIZARDS!
one tiny one was running all over th ceiling jus now D:
of course, as u know, i freak out at buttterflies, lizards and cockroaches
not ants ;D
but anyway,
A LIZARD WAS RUNNING ALL OVER TH CEILING JUS NOW D:
i was watching TV wen suddenly, i see th lizard
its like, WHATTHEHELL MANSSZ ?!?!
thn i forget abt TV, i go th other hall.
lucky, my house got two halls.
if not i die freaking out la X:
so thr, i talked with nithya, mostly to get rid of my thoughts on th lizard
thn she had to put dwn phone,
sms-ed mingwei, he ask if i wna buy GTA.
thn asked cheachee, bharat and mingwei abt hmk.
cool man, all 3 answered.
hehe.
*bharat, im nt gna tell u th results ok. lol.*
he wants to know x)
so now, even as im typing this,
im looking all around to see if gt lizard or not. O:
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it breaks my heart to see you disappointed
it hurts me, every bit.
i promise, you won't be sad, ever again.
if not, i'll be hurt by your pain again.

xoxoxo

Adam Lambert Rockk.

2009-05-01T17:18:00.006+08:00

i'll start with telling you something very impt.

ADAM LAMBERT IS HOTHOTHOT! <3

sexy too ;D

rofl.

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i think he'll be th next american idol, seriously.

ok, lets get to today (:

went swimming.

with someone(1), someone(2) and someone(3).

so fun ^^

they all say my hair was bloody straight.

but someone(2) kept trying to drown me D:

serious. aiyo. wan me die ah?! rofl.

we went in at 8+

came out at 11.

reached home at 11.15.

was goddamn tired.

so i watched tv for abt 15mins

thn went to bathe.

but before tht i wanted to read something

so i lie down on bed.

ACCIDENTLY dozed off. whatthehell.

wen i woke up,

it was near 1pm O:

so i fastfast go bathe. lmao.

thn, as usual, i didnt want to eat.

but grandma forced me to X:

then, watched tv all th way until 4+

hehe. thn now, everyone's out.

YAY.

happy man.

SCRAPBOOK SUCKK TO TH CORE MANSSZ ):

waste time like shit la, walao.

**this part has been removed due to legal action taken by shabnam XP**

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im starting to miss you.

it aches whenever im not with you.

your face haunts me all the time.

i think about you every second, and every minute.

xoxoxo

2009-04-30T16:01:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies;

cheachee -
rofl. ms lim call our names out together right? STUPID SHOES. so goddamn big u know!
grrrr.

meiyi-
yay. cos you're a clean and good pig, you are swine-flu freeee (: noone has to worry abt u lahs. :]

xiaoqin-
haha. tag u to manssz :]
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during FT period, it was known that,
2/6E GOT 5*STAR RATING!!!!
we only class u knw ^^
two months in a row, keep it up guys (:
th FT and AFT called out ppl for dialogue session
i since last year havent gotten chosen yet. yay.
thn was DnT !
for th first time in my life,
i didnt sleep in DnT.
cos today was total hands-on.
u know, with all th BIGBIG machines, and stuff.
uber cool man :)
thn recess.
oversee-ed 1st shift.
seemed to take forever.
then was erm, ohya, science.
me jiemin and marie were th first ones.
cos bio lab 1 on 4th floor mah.
thn frm whr i standing, cn see sharon and nithya come.
they accidently go 3rd floor.
epic fail. lmao.
thn bharat, zuxiang and kok ann second group to come.
mrs sng (principal), came to attend th first period O:
th activity was so cool.
* skips ALOT of detail about activity*
minmin had th " HIV" positive blood rofl.
thn was eng.
class got highest eng percentage for CT1 !
same as last year; highest (:
thn ms hesley scolded us cos we compre do like crap one la.
thn aft eng was HMT.
shit.
nvr evn study.
help cher arrange shit loads of paper,
staple and hole-punch.
wad a nice lesson.
yar, right.
thn me, sharon, nithya, amos, yejun, joohan and mengwee go PG agn (:
crap la
thn go MOS burger, buy milkshake
go home,
blog xD
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u made me happy for once,
and because of that,
i will now cherish every moment with you
now and forever.

xoxoxo

GAHHHHHHHH X:

2009-04-29T17:05:00.003+08:00

had th most tiring morning oversee today.
haiiii.
ok. cos today was temperature-taking,
we all had to report to class instead of hall.
i first runrun up to find shabnam, cos she was not down.
to report for morning duty.
thn we runrun down together.
so thn all th councillors had to take temp first,
thn go tell cher in class,
thn resume morning duty.
i runrun up to class to take my thermometer.
thn i realised tht my bag and everything in council room.
thn runrun down, go council take thermometer.
thn mus runrun uo again, tell cher my temp.
thn i forgot to leave my thermometer up there in class,
council room locked
so i runrun up, leave it thr.
thn i runrun down,
do morning duty
thn finish, go up class again.
WALAO eh.
sian manssz.
thn silent reading, mother tongue.
was laughing like hell at th ' lady haha' joke.
thn cher and bharat did something VERY-SUPER hilarious,
me and nithya laughed like siao (:
thn recess
YAY. no recess duty.
thn was music.
once again,
MOZART ROCK MANSSZ!
was crapping with JGoh, bharat and cheachee while watching movie
hehe.
thn music.
we skipped like, 15mins of maths man!
didnt hear bell x)
thn aft tht SEL.
walao, mr raja lie to us leh, whatthehell.
there was SEL!
argggghhhh.
thn maths retest.
i got 3/5 ):
I MESSED UP MY ' THAT-KIND' of question again la, shittttt.
must improve if wan maintain my A1 (:
thn gt council interview for sec2s, interviewed th people.
cheayee and my request to merge th sec2 and sec3 coordinaters was rejected ):
sadsad.
thn was pissed off as they left without me
but nvm, ok la.
still in a quite grouchy mood.
not cos of that, something else.
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as i said,
if you're happy,
im contended.
to see that smile on your face
is enough for me.
if your heart is happy,
mine is too.

xoxoxo

swimming (:

2009-04-29T16:50:00.005+08:00

will skip to after school, which is swimming (:

clarissa, sharon, marie, nithya and I walked together to the swimming pool.

cheyyy (; english so chim lmao.

i wore my new waveline ^^

me, cheachee, marie, nithya and hannah all have th same swim suit! yay.

I CAN BLOODY SWIM MANSSZ!
serious la.

first try, went quite far u know.

very happy with myself.

cheachee couldnt float though.
jiayous cheachee. you can do it potato (:

thats a pic of hazel trying to swim,

but she's scared!

nvm mama, its only water. x)

erm, thats last week's pic FYI.

aha.

i am evil.

ok.

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its ok

im really fine with it.

if thats what u want,

im not gonna stop you

all i want is for you to be happy.

xoxoxo

sigh.

2009-04-27T16:22:00.002+08:00

yo people!
went to sch today
crap ):
today during MT, was MYE oral! O:
WHATTHEHELL u know?
u know when we knew we were having oral exam?
JUST NOW.
a few minutes before th exam it self. 0_o
whattheeff? shit la.
so unexpected.
i was umm, 4th to go.
my passage to read was on onions X:
was quite easy though ^^
but cher say evn though my reading was quite good,
i was bloody soft la.
aha. u say i soft?
u dont me at all la.
i was one of th bottom in class.
one of the, ok, not literally last. ):
hai, sadsad.
thn aft MT, recess.
had second shift duty.
thn at EXACTLY 10.35, went to find zhirong.
he was finding me instead -.-
so i did duty
thn was maths O:
I BLOODY PASSED MY BLOODY MATHS TEST!
ohh, yay. (;
but a quite bad pass, 15/25.
at least nt as bad as my chpt. 3 test la.
9/20 ._.
one effing mark away frm passing ):
and as usual,
ms chong picked me to answer a question.
im beginning to wonder if she's a racist. X:
thn was science.
me yejun and joohan do th ' one, two, three, *stand up* ' thing agn (:
lols.
thn eng was go thru tht long long grammar wksht.
thn humans!
eee, i dun wan go smewhr else all la.
jus stay in class is so much more efficient.
thn stay in school for awhile.
for fun la.
i laughed lik hell again.
cause bharat kept burping!
i tell u all ready,
he burp or talk also gt laughing effect on me X:
u dun believe, ask sharon or cheachee or bharat.
he kept burping, i kept laughing,
he kept giving me th " ._. " face.
aha. lol.
thn me, joohan, sharon, nithya and a few other people
kind of " OUHHHHHH! " at bharat aft sch in canteen
cos i was ranting abt me nt wanting to go to my aunt's wedding.
th i said something like,
" i dont want go my aunt's wedding !!!"
or something like tht.
thn bharat was like,
" ahh? who's funeral? " ._.
who ever said anything abt a funeral?
so we OHHHHHH at him
say what, he curse *ahemahem* <- my aunt
( some people should knw hu im talking abt right?! ) :]
rofl.
how does anything i said sound like funeral?
and he said tht it sounded like i said funeral X:
i think he's jus trying ot get bac at me for laughing like a retard whenever he burps.
aha. somehow.
thn aft tht me, sharon, joohan, amos, mengwee and yejun go to tht playground la.
u know, waste time and talk talk.
th guys abandoned us D:
grrr. first time they abandoned me lor. GAAHHH.
so thn me and sharon were talking *cough*.
thn just as we got over th guys abandoning us,
and just as we were not minding it,
they come talk to us, you know?
haaaaai.
thn i told sharon something personal.
its like nobody know, like that kind of personal.
she's th last person im telling. X:
thn aft tht go CP for a shortshort while.
thn go home lor (:
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i think its obvious,
im nt sure how much.
i hope its not too much,
then it would be as if i betrayed myself.
i'll be thinking...
and waiting.

xoxoxo

2009-04-26T17:06:00.001+08:00

today, just know after i came home from class,
i slacked and did not do any homework,
which i bloody have alot to do!
gosh, i do not know why im so happy abt that 0_o
shall skip to th evening.
went to cp, eat at pastamania.
with aunt and mom. (:
i saw JGoh at sweettalk.
he smsed me say he was freaked out as my aunt
was looking in his direction .rofl.
cos last year she kena him in school what.
thn he bought a new bag.
looked alot like marie's you know x)
thn go courts, mom wan pay bill.
nithya tried to prank me with her new number,
but EPICLY failed.
IN YOUR FACEEEE. HAHAHAHA.
thn go kiddy palace, buy new swimsuit.
waveline xD
thn went home
so here i am :}

xoxoxo

speech day.

2009-04-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

Tag Replies;

shabnam:
yes, i have to. update ppl mah. waaah, u CARE SO MUCH that he sees is it?! WOAAAH.

MingWei:
yar, nw u knw why? obvious ler la. ;D

Aisha:
ok, i link you soon yah? :}

Chea Chee:
a new year, a new beginning man. its like FINALLY HAPPENEING MAN ;D

jaz:
AWWWWW, right!? yar, so sweet. ok, i dun sadsad anymore ler. :]

ps. pls dun tell bharat any of this happened
he cum school kena me la.
slaughter me, scream like siao.
so pls, cooperate yah.
thankyou.
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wooooh, i jus saw slumdog millionaire.
so nice man.
i wonder why they rated it NC16.
th reason they gave was " NC16- Coarse Language"
eeeeyer, whr gt?
at most they use was ' shit ' somethingsomething.
haiyo, tht one also so vulgar meh?
but they did censor out some parts la.
today was speech day!
woke up late D:
so i rush like hell to school.
they provided breakfast
whatthehell manssz.
i mean, i dont even eat breakfast on a normal sch day.
so thn ms lim call cheayee, debbie, amir and me out.
go help arrange all th awards.
I HATE THOSE AWARD THINGYS.
keep falling like some stupid dominoes you know.
finally, it finshed :D
but we give out that time,
MAJOR PROBLEM.
all wrong la, walao eh !(#$#$%^&*@
luckily, the prize winners sorted it out outside,
i guess?!
thn after prize winning
was all th dances and band and choir.
first indian dance-
eeew. so pink manssz!
idk hw some of th guys cn stand th dance.
disgusting.
no offence ah ppl.
thn was malay dance
was quite nice.
i like all th shouting parts ;D
thn choir
was nice what!!
i wonder why they got silver
i really feel they should have gotten a gold.
thn modern dance
UBER COOL MANSSZ!
damn nice.
no wonder (;
thn chinese dance
th ending was different frm th SYF
stage too small mah.
so all th other ppl all dun have.
only most of th guys frm martial arts and
some other people la.
thn ppl went to eat lunch
i ate quite late,
i had duty
I HATE MY HIGH HEELS!
suck shoes la WALAO EH#!(*&^%$!#$%^
they keep coming off u know!
so big! stupidstupidstupid shoes.
th blazer felt more comfortable at least.
although, it got warm la.
aft i change out of my blazer
i was sort of greeted by sharon and nithya,
telling me how 'lady-like' i looked for once in my blazer. X:
MY FOOT la.
thn bruno say hi (;
i was about to ask him to 'marry' nithya.
then he was like " MCR all th way! "
so of course i replied.
and i forgot about nithya.
sharon was cursing me for tht later.
rofl.
and bruno thought shabnam was secone
ahaha. in your face lol. 0_o
thn eat go home la.
i was debating with nithya in th bus.
she lost, by alot.
hahahaha.
i still feel like laughing
after she show me one face after i paiseh her
ALOTALOTALOT. hehe.

xoxoxo

ps. ADAM LAMBERT ROCK TO TH CORE MANSSZ!

awww, so sweet.

2009-04-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

i didnt like th tamil primary sch thing.
at sembawang primary, primary one kids.
i alr didnt like it frm th start.
so when i got stomach ache just before it started,
it seriously didnt help at all.
so i was all emo that kind.
aiya, they like me or not idc.
so i literally didnt say anything,
bharat nithya and shabnam did most of it.
th talking.
i was like, ARGHH!
why must get stomach ache now, you know?
so of course, my mood turned bad. X:
but obviously, it did cheer me up to see that
bharat and shabnam kinda came closer
through this whole experience
**say awwww....** xD
i didnt say in wad kinda way,
i might be friendly ok.
so many kids liked bharat man.
in th end, they all went running to him
hugging him and all.
one girl tried to even kiss him =="
she tiptoed, hugged him, blahblahblah.
i will not go into details aite.
like, whatthehell la.
he was just freaked out and started laughing.
no, but seriously!
i reallyreally think that they grew closer together.
awww, so sweet right?
its like, want to go talk to her, and all.
so going hme that time,
i emo-ed all th way to sunplaza
where cher blanjah-ed everyone ice-cream
except me, cos i didnt want la.
was really not in the mood for it.
bharat kept talking to shabnam!!!!!!
cutecute couple.
**shabnam, hope u see this** xDDD
i am evilevilevil.
so thn me and nithya go hme by MRT.
bharat karthik and ratesh follow bharat take bus,
where i learnt that they caught up with shabnam.
aha. know where im getting at?!
so, i made up my mind.
I WILL SOMEHOW NOT GO FOR THIS NEXT YEAR, IF IM REQUIRED TO.
which i dont think i am.
yayyy.
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you broke my heart
it can never ever be fixed again.
its so fragile.
its shattered so much in the past.
and you still can do this?
i cant stand it, at all.
i know i shouldn't have kept you waiting.
but i realised its too late now.
your thoughts might be far and distant from mine.
but mine will always be with you.
no matter where you are,
my memories will never fade.

xoxoxo

never again, ever.

2009-04-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

hullo.
am halfway thru eclipse alr (:
bought it ystd only
page 300+ ok.
pro hors x)
i go see class blog
passerby tagged!
but he only said hi.
rofl.
today was..ok
am glad there is no maths :]
hmmm, i forgot what happened today O:
waitwait, i try recap.
first, was FT period.
STUPID BALLOON.
i wan do collection laaaaa walao!!!
i have confidence okkk.
i can speak infront of bigbig crowds.
thn sadly, i wasnt in there.
ok fine, then i tried for pricing.
shout lik hell.
but did i get it? NOOOO.
i was put in some thing else instead.
sigh, so i was like, ok must remain here.
then you know wad?
ms hesley said,
"preethee, we're moving u to stocktaking"
=="
my mouth fell open, literally.
and bharat started laughing at my expression.zzzz.
thn DnT.
was emo-ing almost th whole lesson,
other than the parts where i could drill x)
thn recess.
had second shift duty. sigh.
thn was science, double periods.
was ok, went through theory workbook.
then english, go thru summary.
thn HMT!
eeee. suck big-time man.
it wasnt actually a lesson today,
more of a idea sharing session.
cos everyone except gayathiri came
discuss for tmr, we go sembawang primary.
eeeeee. why we must go? haiyo.
thn discusses tamil, wasnt able to go kaili house.
sorry cheayee.
update me ahs (:
thn...go home lor.
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i thought i had found you.
but now i know,
you aren't the one.
you suck, big-time.
never again, will you cross my heart.

xoxoxo

a long, long post.

2009-04-22T20:18:00.003+08:00

waaaah sial.
nvr update for so long sia.
will update now ok.

Monday/April 20 2009

i hate mother tongue!

and maths,
cos ms chong keep calling me.
and i flunked my maths test!
FOR TH FIRST TIME IN SEC SCH,
I FAILED MATHS!
walao eh.
i got like what,
9/20?
ONE MARK MORE!!
so all those who fail
need retest on friday.
need get A1 the le!
pfffffffffft.
i dun knw all th ques she call me,
i know all th ques she call someone else.
like, WTF manzxc?!?!
thn humans i finished my hmk! LOL.
thn dont know wad all la, i stay back for fun.

Tuesday/ April 21 2009

i will skip H3, go to Dance and Pe.
dance was ok, had assessment.
nabiilah PRO worhs.
like, seriously!
of course, she in malay dance.
everyone cheer lik siao for JH. (;
thn Pe.
i realised that its exactly 6 months away frm
MY BIRTH DAY! lmao.
run 2.4 AGAIN!
since i passed alr, i didnt want to run.
so i second round alr drop out rofl.
thn me and nithya ran backward abit,
thn run infront agn
so we were like, " we finish 3rd round! "
cheating. aha.
thn gt science, maths, double english.
my favourite.
COMPO!
yayyy.
is th only place i cn score, i think?
but i think my this compo not good one la.
i couldnt finish!
anw, 3/4 of th class couldnt lol.
2/6 rocks manssz (:
so thn went for swimming.
didnt swim tho.
i couldnt.
thn go home with joohan, amos and yejun.

today/ April 22 2009

a shocking thing happened during mother tongue.
about 10 mins before first period end,
cher ask nithya and bharat change place!
zzz. bharat ended up nxt to me.
his left hand keeps coming on my table.
rofl. but he talk crap, so it keeps me awake.
thn recess.
thn gt music
see th amadeus movie agn
more la, this time.
MOZART ROCK BIG-TIME YEAH!
he laugh like, woaaah.
so funny manzxc.
whole class start laughing
once again,
MOZART ROCK BIG-TIME YEAH!
aha. then maths!
argh, luckily ms chong call me today
( as usual), i was able to ans ques.
thn SEL.
me and sharon freaked out at how big
bharat's hand was.
its like, OHMYGOD lor.
his small last finger is equivelent to
our pointing finger!

walao.
thn softball mtg
thn go campus changemaker thing-thing.
when bharat ask me what i stay back for,
i told him la,
about th changemaker thing.
this was one of th things i said
" my group is doing smth to improve th school environment"
know wad he replied?
" DEPROVE? why u all trying to deprove? "
==". zzzzz. rofl. who would want to deprove?
so thn it ended quite fast.
thn i crapped with zuxiang, joohan, amos, yejun, amanda, JGoh.
one effing teacher chased us out of th lib.
like, wth manzxc?!?!
shits la.

xoxoxo
i know very long de la, i nothing bttr to do (:

my first title (:

2009-04-19T15:09:00.005+08:00

eeee.
what kind of a world is this?
i just got news that someone died.
very sadd la.
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ystd gt mtg (:
we spent lik, half an hour wasting our time
to find a place in lib for th mtg.
in th end,
we settled for a place on th 3rd floor.
thn we discussed mostly
about th pri sch leadership thing.
cheayee came lik,
5-10mins before mtg end lol.
cos one cher blanjah her swensens'
so cool ;D
i got all excited when i learnt
tht we all were interviewing th new batch of sec2 trainees.
i was lik, " really arh? REALLY ARH? "
lol.
thn everyone was lik,
"YESSSSSS~ "
x)
lols.
i blur la, u dk meh ? (;
i wan interview this paticular person
i will laugh whenevr this person talk .
hehe.
i am evil.
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ps.
on friday,
clownfish give me coldstare
U THINK I SCARED AH?
no way la.
stupid, puny, brainless bugs bunny.
i give u coldstare back la.
IN YOUR FACE, MAN.

xoxoxo

2009-04-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

ohmygod.
ohmyGOD.
ohMYGOD.
OHMYGOD.
i jus realised my blog doesnt have archives.
O:
or maybe is i cnt find lol.
my blog is lik, so long.
*bottlepop....*
this song is very nice.
but somehow, i only lik th starting part.
today so happy!
softball was cancelled halfway cos coach sick.
woooh.
i mean, im happy abt training cancel part.
nt coach sick part.
thn go spend time with akib and porcupine.
in th lib
i will not talk about the maths test.
i will seriously flunk it lik siao.
i count max i cn get is
4-6/20 O:
confirm ms lim gonna kena me
she is uber scary ):
thn aft school me, joohan, akib, shabnam and grace
watch all the BB ppl do drill.
no offence, but they epic FAIL sial.
especially karthik xD
everyone form straight line.
karthik was lik, squeezed in btwn all th ppl.
they do more thn 5 times lor.
we all laugh lik hell manzxc.
thn stjohn th drills was going on near BB thr.
thn we laugh until so much
bharat looked up and laughed.
but he couldnt, cos he was in th middle of his drills.
thn he control-control, gt tht stupid and funny look on his face.
give us the WTH look. rofl.
I DONT LOVE YOU ROCKS!
MCR song la.
thn aft NP finish
go home with joohan, akib, mingwei, amos and JGoh.

xoxoxo.

2009-04-15T21:19:00.003+08:00

haiyo.
i lazy update la.
nowdays, come bac so late ):
i so sleepy.
and tired.
*.*
lalalalala.
aaah, i going crazy.
oh yar!
today, during music
mdm ng show us this movie
' amadeus '
amadeus is actually a very famous person u knw.
his name is Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart :]
and his FULL name is Johann Chrysostom Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.
O:
it is like, so cool lor.
his music especially.
so now, im seraching on youtube for the requiem mass.
it is like, this piece of music
for someone who has died.
very nice.
its some kind of latin {:
but seriously la, should check it out.
OUCH.
my gastric os getting worse and worse each day.
its very very painful :'(
really.
now, my stomach is like
very very...painful la.
idk hw i gna sleep later .
thn tues swimming tht day
i brought everything!
but i couldnt swim.
my muscle cramp la.
really, cos i climb dwn stairs and climb up.
th area above me knee hurts lik siao.
thn wen all th guys take out shirt
we all were lik " WAAAH" .
aha. rofl.
thn almost everybody said this,
after this paticular person took out his shirt.
" omg! bharat got abs eh! "
LOL!
but seriously,
he DID have O:
so unexpected lol.
i cn bet shabnam damn impressed sia. xD
thn today MT tht time i told bharat wad happened.
thn he give me th :
whatthehell + veryvery shocked kind of look 0_o
lmao. thn he say wad, dun have.
aiya, have la.

xoxoxo

ps. dont take th 'abs' thing from a wrong perspective frm me ok ._.

2009-04-12T12:11:00.003+08:00

ystd go Tangs ):
sadded la.
go there, do nth.
my mother play psp until no batt also.
i was seriously in a bad mood.
i will never go on shopping trips with my mother ever again.
evn my grandmother was lik, BORED.
thn go little india, buy new clothes for aunt's wedding.
it was so effing WARM!
th go this restaurant eat dinner
th food were all lik, SO DAMN SPICY!
cnt eat also. ):
i was lik, damn sleepy and tired.
out for nearly 3/4 of th day walao.

x0x0x0

2009-04-11T12:43:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies;

adam; lol. ok. will link u soon (:

jaz; YA LOR! rmb tht day mtg. i gt msg. is abt tht thing >:( . stupid bcube. yar.
cn still spell my name wrongly.

mw; rofl. evil partner. nvr link. eeeyer. X: jkjk . ;D

meiyi; yay. pig! lols. i <3 u manzxc. as a keeper O:

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ok. there u go. my tag replies.

xoxoxo

ps. american idol rock manzxc. (:

2009-04-10T13:20:00.004+08:00

i will jus update abt ystd mtg first .

ystd mtg ;D
go mac at civic thr.
jus wen i reach, i almost bang in RX :]
thn we go in tgt.
syariff and debbie alr thr.
so thn only gt space for 4 ppl.
thn th ppl nxt 2 us go.
we took th table,
meant for 4 ppl x)
so thn, jazlyn came.
thn we crapped awhile.
thn we start getting serious.
thn gigi come.
discussing th mass games were so diff!
almost everything also cnt.
cos the pri sch ppl so small,
thn all th games we had were lik,
for p6-sec sch ppl th standard lik tht ):
aiyaaaa.
thn we discuss-discuss
cheayee came frm her chinese comp.
buy zinger frm KFC (x
lol. come mac, eat KFC. rofl.
thn half way thru mtg.
gt one msg frm meiyi.
u knw wad msg say?
meiyi say theerthana ask me call her.
EEEEE.
wad was that?
i ask meiyi for wad la.
she say dunknw for wad.
thn i focus on mtg agn.
it finished abt lik,
9.20+ liddat.
thn go wait for busstop.
i called my pig.
thn she say,
theerthana say,
"ask preethe call at this num"
yar, preethe.
dun have th other 'e' there.
so frm now on,
im gna spell it lik this
" therthana" -.-
no way man.
nt gna waste my time and money calling her.
wan me call,
still spell my name wrongly somemore.
luckily,
pig nvr give my contacts.
i <3>x)

ps.

i took pics during mtg!

they dun knw i take.

shhhh. dun tell. X:

debbie and syariff :]

ruixia.

( sorry, didnt get a better pic X: )

gigi and amir.

i didnt get to take pics of

the others

as in, sec2s.

it would be too obvious.

xoxoxo.

2009-04-09T17:21:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD WAY!!!! <3

he today 32 years old.
it might sound old la.
but still look so young and handsome x)
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mass runn~!
today go innova.
do mass run.
wen i entered innova i was lik,
RP is so much better manzxc.
cos i dun knw mah.
last year th mass run i sick ON THAT DAY ._.
lol.
all th sec2s so surprised wen we see wad, sec2 run first
thn only sec1 X:
eeyer, shits la.
so anw, start running.
run one and three-quarter rounds
around running track.
i go outside innova tired ready
so i told myself, "must chiong! "
so i did that.
i run run run until th bharat thr.
he marshal mah.
i run past him
he was lik,
" eh! run faster! got dog behind you! "
zzz. rofl.
thn chiong until joanna thr.
i tried lik siao ok.
i couldnt take it anymre.
so i slowed down.
i jog damn slowly.
until the busstop thr.
cannot larh!
i walk -.-
at least better thn 3 rounds arnd RS+QiHua
i that one lik shit lol.
amanda and cheachee casualty ):
but evn sadder was tht mama cried!
i try encourage her
so my timing was slower.
cos i cn run mah.
thn i stay for her.
so thn at th end thr
i sprint
at least, I TRIED to la.
i am happy with myself (:
at least i know i tried my best.
so thn me sharon joohan yejun and amos go hme.
walk la.
at th bharat thr, mdm fang also thr x)
LOL!
thn we stayed thr crap for awhile.
thn we wanted to go hme
at tht time, sec3s started
so we were lik,
STAY AND CHEER!
lol.
we were " WOOOOOOOOH!!!!! "
lik this big bunch of crazy people :]
lol.
so many people
either smiled
or jus ran past us
or give us th WTf? face.
so thn jamie chong come
and start saying,
'all go under shelter! go NOW! "
so thn we said bye to bharat and mdm fang
go hme.
so hre i am, typing.
later mus go civic.
got ExCo mtg X:
i scared la, cnt pay attention.
so tired.
nvm, mus try to stay awake (:
and once agn, happy birthday to gerard way (:(:(: <3

xoxoxo